Thursday, October 14, 2004
Dedicating this song to my beloved ace,
everyday i love you by Boyzone...
I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you...
lots of love from me to u with all my heart...
Don't forget to remember me.
11:01 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
here's a romantic love story i found....
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl
Me:Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?
Jin:I cant.
Me:Why? You need to study at home?
I felt disappointment grabbing me.
Jin:No.I am going to meet a friend.
He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word love only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say I love you before.
To us, there werent any anniversaries at all.
He didnt say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days, 200days.
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.
I dont know why.
Then one day,
Me: Um, Jin, I
Jin: What..don’t drag, just say
Me: I love you.
Jin: you..um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my three words and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many.
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,
and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But, lunch passed, dinner passed, soon the sky was dark, he still didnt call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called meand woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin
Jin: Here,take this.
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: Whats this?
Jin: I didnt give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. Im going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted.
Me:wait!
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me.
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
Jin:I dont want to say that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.
That was what he said.
Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb and I collapsed to the ground.
He didnt want to say it easily
How could he
I felt that maybe he is not the right guy for me
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didnt call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
Thats how those dolls piled up in my room everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that I saw him on a street with another girl
He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me as he touched the doll
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell
Why did he gave these to me
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that its going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldnt help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual
Me: I dont need it.
Jin: What? why?
I took the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I dont need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I dont want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
Jin:Im sorry.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then,
Honk!!Honk!!
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
Me: Jin! Move! Move away!
But he didnt hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
HONK!!
Boom!!! That sound, so terrifying.
Thats how he went away from me.
Thats how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.
And after spending two months like a crazy person,I took out the dolls.
Those were the only things he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days when we were in love
Me: One, two, three.
That was how I started to count the dolls.
Me: Four hundred and eighty four, four hundred and eighty five.
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly,
I love you, I love you
I dropped the dolls, shocked.
Me:i love you??
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
I love you! I love you !
It cant be!
I pressed all the dolls stomach as it piled on the side.
I love you
I love you
I love you
Those words came out non-stop.
I love you
Why didnt I realize that
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didnt I realize that he love me this much
I took out al the dolls and pressed its stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out from the last doll,
Jo, Do you know what today is?
Weve been loving each other for 486 days.
Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you.
coz since I was too shy.
If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you…
everyday, till I die.
Jo,I love you.
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He cant be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.
For that and for that reason to me it became courage to live a beautiful life.
Don't forget to remember me.
10:33 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Have you ever love someone so bad it makes u cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever been in love so bad you'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away you'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for the words to get to their heart but you don't know what to say and you don't know where to start
Have you ever found that one you've dreamed of all of your life you'd do anything to look into her eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed you eyes and dreamed that they were there but all you can do is wait for the day when they will care....
Don't forget to remember me.
1:31 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes
Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue
Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...
Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness
Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them...
Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...
Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...
Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...
Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...
Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...
Easy is to pray every night.
Difficult is to find God in small things...
Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...
Easy is to say we love.
Difficult is to show it every day...
Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...
Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...
Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so as not to lose it...
Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking and put it into action...
Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...
Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give
Easy to read this
Difficult to follow
Easy is to keep friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings....
Don't forget to remember me.
5:43 PM
Friday, October 01, 2004
here's a few jokes for u people out dere hu r chilling out before the Os:-
JOKE 1
The day after a man lost his wife in a scuba diving accident, he was greeted by two grim-faced policemen at his door."We're sorry to call on you at this hour, Mr. Jones, but we have some information about your wife.""Well, tell me!" the man said.The policeman said, "We have some bad news, some good news, and some really great news.Which do you want to hear first?"Fearing the worse, Mr. Jones said, "Give me the bad news first."So the policeman said, "I'm sorry to tell you, sir, but this morning we found your wife's body in the San Francisco Bay.""Oh my god!" said Mr. Jones, overcome by emotion.Remembering what the cop had said, he asked, "So what's the good news?""Well," said the cop, "when we pulled her up she had two five-pound lobsters and a dozen good size Dungeoness crabs on her.""If that's the good news, then what's the great news!?!" he asked.And the cop replied..."We're going to pull her up again tomorrow morning!"
JOKE 2
GIRL : Who was that girl I saw you kissing last night??
BOY : What time was it??
GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...
GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??
SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.
Man : You remind me of the sea.
Woman : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
Man : NO, because you make me sick.
JOKE 3
Which condom would you use....
Nike Condoms: Just do it.
Pringles Condoms: Once you pop, you can't stop.
Mentos Condoms: The freshmaker.
KFC Condoms: Finger-Licking Good.
Coca Cola Condoms: Always a Real Thing.
McDonalds condom: Over 99 billion served
JOKE 4
A guy goes into a bar and says, "Quick, gimme a beer before the trouble starts!" The barman looks around the sleepy bar, shrugs and hands the guy a bottle of beer.The guy drinks it fast. "Quick! gimme another beer before the trouble starts!"The barman looks at the guy oddly but hands another beer to the guy.The guy drinks it fast. "Quick another beer before the trouble starts!"The barman hands him another beer, with a frown on his face, but hands it over reluctantly.Again, the guy drinks it fast. "Quick another beer before the trouble starts!"The barman replies, "Look pal, exactly what trouble are you talking about?""I haven't got any money!"
JOKE 5
A man had just been laid off from work. He was standing on the railing of a high bridge getting read to jump off, when he happened to look down and see a little man with no arms dancing all around on the river bank below.He thought to himself, "Life isn't so bad after all," and got off the railing. He then walked down to the river bank to thank the little man for saving his life."Thank you," he said. "I was going to jump off that bridge and kill myself, but when I saw you dancing even though you have no arms, I changed my mind.""Dancing? I'm not dancing!" the armless man replied bitterly..."My asshole itches, and I can't scratch it!"
hope u guyz like it...some r quite lame though... aniwae, start mugging for your 'O's soon k palz... outz!
Don't forget to remember me.
5:14 PM
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