& its the story of the gerl in my mirror...

2007-06-14T01:16:00.000+08:00

so as it goes,

goodbye blogger.
after 326 posts, i guess its time for a change.

so till then,
hugs and kisses from the girl in my mirror.

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL.

2007-05-25T14:08:00.000+08:00

i think i am a happy girl.
people tend to see me as a happy girl.
but am i really happy?

let me tell you something, i am a HAPPY GIRL!

eventhough there are some times when i am not happy but i still project myself as a happy and bubbly girl like as if problems is not in my life dictionary. its not 1, not 2, but a lot of people i know thinks that my life is almost perfect and smooth and that i'm problem-free.

well, its not that i want to live in denial or whatever you think it is. i don't have to force myself or try very hard to do that but its just a natural part of me. i don't like to let my problems affect the people around me and so by being happy, the people around me can be happy too. so you see, with the people arond me being happy, i will be a happy girl.

i have a happy family, i have good friends, i have a loving boyfriend, i get almost everything i want, i laugh a lot and am always seen being crazy all the time, i eat whatever i want and don't even worry like other girls do that "oooo, that is soo going to make me fat!" and blah blah blah. so with that, i am a happy girl. am i not?

i guess money is not all that makes someone happy. its the simple things in life like being with your love ones, having a good relationship with your mum or your other family members, getting surprises, getting a call from your bestfriend saying that she misses you, hugging your favourite soft toy, seating by the beach to catch the sunset with the special someone and all this are the things that money can't buy yet the joy is unforgetable.

i believe that money can't buy happiness but on the other hand, whether you like it or not, money does make the world go round. you wouldn't be happy either if you didn't have money right? so basically, i thank God for being born into this wonderful family where i was brought up well and thus being who i am today.

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and mum has been very understanding lately. i love u mum. and its the first time in the three years of my poly life that i actually finish all my e-learning stuffs on thursday and not having to rush it all on the very last minute of friday. how wonderful. now its left with the projects. now i'm a happy girl.

and i'm working again tomorrow, after like almost a month! gosh. i need the cash. i'm almost broke. and the Great Singapore Sale has officilly started today. mum, where's the cash you promised? hehehe.. yes i didn't forget. when she's given me the money, i'll be a happy girl.

the facial yesterday was great. very nice ambience and the head and body massage included was marvelous. totally relaxing. you girls should give it a try @ Bioskin. after that, the rest of the night was a bliss even though the cockroach did spoil it a little. haha. i was a happy girl.

my current phone is a little haywire and it turns on and off by itself. so dad promised to get me a new phone soon. probably this weekend. i'm thinking of getting the Sony Ericsson K-series instead of the W-series since i don't see a point of having a walkaman phone with my ipod around. and i have loads of new movies in my ipod video. my lappy is not laggy anymore and i have ugly betty episods waiting for me to watch. my gadgets make me a happy girl.

we tend to take things for granted and only realise how much we need it when its lost. it was a feeling that was painful beyond words. and now its better than before. i'm very thankful. i love you. now i'm a happy girl.

with much love,

credits to:
faye, for taking the pic.
tim, for letting us play around with his gorgeous D80.

2007-05-23T12:03:00.000+08:00

being a good girl, i'll stay home today and start on the e-learning assignments... i hate e-learning ok! i rather go to school and not have this extra work.. its so troublesome and seriously, we don't even learn much.. so hello. pls abolish this coz i think no one would mind... so yep reading from the previous entry, tim's birthday dinner on monday went perfectly smooth and great.

left house around 2 and as soon as i reached bugis, rushed off to look for tim's birthday gift for me and for clarisse, who was busy working and had no time to look for her own gift. and while doing so i found this shop which sells interesting birthday cards and a shop that sells cheap d-i-y gift boxes. cool.

so finally found the gifts and rushed to meet tim at the library, where we were supposed to do our project. but since there was no place to sit, we left for TCC. soon after, faye and shane arrived and we ordered drinks. the one i had was not too bad compared to the last one i ehad.. eeww.

so there we were trying to do our project discussion. we did our spec dip storyboard and all the necessary logistics. not much done but it was quite productive. i guess. lol. clarisse came around 6 plus and then we got a lil hungry coz waiting for dinner time wass too long as tim reserved the table for a 7.30 slot... lol.

we went over from TCC to Mos Burger... we had the frozen strawberries and the butter prawns and while waiting for mister dave, we took lots and lots of pics.. but i shan't post all and plus, most of the pics are in tim's D80 anyway, which he is yet to burn it for us together with the canon pics.. rite tim? hint hint. ok dat reminded me of clare for bit. lol.

it was already around 7 and we finally saw dave. we went straight for dinner, which was at Sketches.. never heard of it though even though it has been around for almsot 10 years.. but the food was not bad.. check it out at www.sketches.com.sg.

the one thing i like is that you can actually design your own pasta. like choose wad kinda of pasta you want, the ingredients, the sauce, the toppings and etc. pretty innovative and unique i might say. and the side dishes were yummy especially the balls of saphire or smth like dat. i can't rmbr the name but it is definitely worth it.

all of us except clar and tim had soup first before our meals but of coz me and faye did not finish it so dave had my share and tim took faye's. the main course came slowly and we all ended up having pasta while dave was the only one with the set meal, which comes with dessert and coffee. like normal, i didn't finish my food but the portion was generous. so we chillaxed for a while after we were all done with our meal before we call out for the cake.

the crew send it to our table and we all sang for him and gave him the presents. its a waste that most of the pics are in tim's cam so i can't post it yet.. anyway, let's just make do with what i have.. so that's the birthday boy and the cake and his presents... he's 19 already! Happy Birthday Dude! all the best wishes for you! his presents included a toy kit(from shane), a liverpool doll(from dave), a box of chocolates and candles(from faye) and from me and clarisse, we got him a devil silicon case for his ipod nano and also this:

no no. don't get us wrong... we know his is ermm not that big lar.. haha. its a condom to put on his can drink to keep it cold.. how cool is that? so we're glad that he like all the presents and the dinner went all smooth.. thanks tim for the wonderful dinner!! next up is faye.. her birthday is in 2 weeks! so you know what to do babe.. hahahah...

after dinner, all the shops were closed by then, so with not much options where to go, the guyz dragged the girls to the arcade... gosh! its been ages since i last went into an arcade.. but it was fun to re-live the childhood days and we played daytona, the drum thingy and the basketball shots...

then gene came to pick clarise up and so it was left with the 5 of us.. soon after since the guyz decided to play LAN, me and faye left too.. i went to meet milo where we had supper with food stuffs from 7-11 before he send me back home coz it was getting real late.

yesterday, i woke up early that even mum was surprised when i called her office to tell her i was leaving.. haha.. went to meet milo for Mac breakfast coz i was craving for it and it was nice of him to accompany me even though he was tired from sleeping late after the whole day at work on monday.. then after breakfast, we had to wait for the rain to subside coz it was raining damn heavily before we left for his place.. hang around there and i even fell aslp and he made for me milo since i was feeling oh so damn cold..

he then send me back home ard 3 before he head off to work.. so i slept the whole evening till 7 when he called to wake me up. gosh i'm horrible.. i planned to finish at least 2 e-learning assignments ydae but durh. obviously i did not. just as i was about to start doin, anugerah started and since sabby was in it, i decided to watch. oh yeah, sabby is sabarina, so pls do vote for her ok..

and while watching, the relatives came so there goes my chance of doin work.. and this is not an excuse. coz its rude to stay in your room all the way if there is guests outside, well at least to me lar coz i know there are some people who do that.. they all stayed here until almost midnight before they left.. so i was all tired and lazy to do any work after that. lol. ok this is an excuse.

2 days of the e-learning week gone and nothing done yet.. and there are still so many projects beside these stuffs to do.. gosh.. so i better get going now.. and tomorrow will be salsa bar with nurul and her friend. its has been so long since i met my babe.. been missing you lots girlfriend! and NAT, you naughty bitch! haha.. i'm going to pinch your "S" when i see you.. you know i know.. hahaha..

and i have a facial appointment tomorrow at BioSkin.. its been almost a year since i last went but being the wonderful mum she is, she went to book for me yesterday coz i told her my skin is getting a lil out of my liking..hehehe.. i love you mum..

till then.

2007-05-21T12:40:00.000+08:00

it feels so nice being in your own room isn't it? where you can do whatever you want and where whatever you want. especially with the cool air from the air-con blowing on your face and with the smell of the aroma-theraphy wizzing pass your nose. nimbling on yummy Godiva chocolates with a tight cooling mask on your face and after epilating your whole body. its just so relaxing and yet you can feel so secured.

hmm.. and so the weekends is over and i have no school today. its the e-learning week dat's y. last week ended quite quickly with 3 projects due and meeting milo for lunch or dinner quite often depending on what time i end school coz he would pick me up. so a lil update on the weekends begins here.

friday, scriptwriting class and gems class was cancelled so instead of starting school at 9, school started at 3. how brilliant. oh yes, our gems class was replaced on wednesday where we had a tea sesssion with 10 foreigners. it was interesting and we learnt a lot from them. like did you know that in Malawi, if you do not talk to the person next to you, whether you know him or not, you're considered rude.. but if Singapore, you do that, people would think you're nuts. haha.. its fascinating how cultures varies so much in different countries.

ok a little sidetrack there so back to friday. met milo at his place and we caught cicak-man.. it was hilarious but some parts was rather lame and slapstick. but overall i tot it was pretty ok for a Malaysian production even though there are better ones out there. then we chillaxed there for a little longer after the movie ended before going for west coast for dinner and then off to mount faber. the view there is breath-taking and its soo coling up there.. we have gone up there several times and we still don't get sick of it. and then milo sent me back home and we chit-chatted till almost 4am before we both fell asleep.

saturday, woke up early in the morning for Johor with mum and dad only. headed for breakfast and then off for a retail theraphy at this quite new shopping mall, Tebrau City or something like dat.. it feels almost like you're in Singapore when you are in it coz of the range of shops... like Topshop, Guess, Calvin Klein and all those along that lines. then we headed home around 5 and thank god there was no traffic jam at the customs coz if not i would have been late to meet milo, which in fact i was already very much late coz we were supposed to meet at 5. haha..

reached home and quickly got readi and went to meet milo. well instead of 5, we met at 7 in the end. lol. so we headed to town and guess wad? today was eat-a-lot-day. first stop was old-chang-kee and still hungry, we headed to the cafe at my workplace for the chocolate marshmellow cake.. we tot that was enough so i decided to head to wisma topshop to check out the kate moss line, which was somehow not exactly impressive, and along the way we bought, famous amos cookies. the normal chocolate chip and pecan.

we walked around somemore and we got thirsty so lido was next stop to get bubble tea. the shopping malls was very much a bore and the crowd was quite pissing us off so we decided to have dinner at east coast food court, which we have been quite a frequent there. had our favourite bbq chicken wings and satay. it started drizzling so we left to somewhere near our homes to spend some quality time before we he sent me home. so by the time we got home, you can imagine how full and satisfied we were. lol.

&sunday, managed to sleep in till quite late coz mum was not home till 12 plus.. which is a good thing after hanging on the phone the previous night. so we had huge marinated crabs and prawns for lunch, we left for expo for the metro sale and the ladies got quite a few lingerie for themselves while dad got himself a whole lot of stuffs from head to toe and inside out if i might say. and of coz, we bought pillows too. nice new fluffy pillows, which means longer hours of slpeeping. haha.

and the next stop was to visit my aunty who just gave birth to an adorable little girl. and a whole lot of relatives were there too.. and of coz the other cute babies were there for me to play around with too.. my favourite is this little girl, Nur Eliza.. so hang around there till dusk before heading to the new shopping mall at Novena, Velocity or Square 2 or urgh watever the name is.. pretty boring but not bad lar for a neighbourhood shopping centre. there are small shops something like far east's concept but i would not realy recommend though. and we only left when the shops were all almost closing..

so that's it for the weekends. and now i gotta rush off and take a shower to meet the clique at bugis for a project meeting and tim's birthday dinner. so till then. lots of love.

2007-05-17T22:53:00.000+08:00

have u ever wake up in the morning and feel so thankful that you're still alive and that your love ones still love you and you can still live another day to admire the beauty of the world?

i'm sure you have at least once. coz i did this morning. and i felt so grateful. i had such a bad dream that someone was killing me and that my best friend ended our friendship and my boyfriend dumped me.

ok what i'm trying to say here is that we should not only appreciate life better just because we had a bad dream or because of something bad that happened. we should in fact always appreciate life and accept yourself for who you really are and not take things for granted.

i admit there are some times when i feel that i'm not pretty enough, i'm not smart enough and that sometimes i wish i have more cash in my hands. but then again, to feel insecure and always wanting more than what you have or already are, is normal to us humans.

tell me you never feel insecure or inferior before. and i'll call you a liar. tell me that you've never been jealous of someone. and i'll call you a liar. talking about lies, we all lie.

i do and i admit it. sometimes a lie can help save a situation and prevent something bad from happening but sometimes its vice versa. like u lie, and then u get caught and dat's when it becomes "oh Shit!! "..

telling a lie does not matter who you lie to... coz after every point of your life, i'm pretty sure you have lied to almost everyone around. to your parents, to your friendss, to your boyfriends/girlfriends, to your teachers..sometimes to yourself and possibly even God.

ok the worst is, to lie to yourself and that's went self-dilusion and denial comes in where you become someone else you are not and you let people like you for who you are not and not hate you for what you are. isn't the latter so much better? at least, you're being yourself.

i hate and i mean i really abhor people who try so hard to be someone they are not. its so annoying and a total turn-off and worst, if the person is being a copy-cat of someone else. i mean like hello, if you were meant to look like whoever you are trying to copy in the first place, God would have made you his/her twin. durh.

ok i think i shall just end here...
life is just too complicated to talk about.
wad more about love. both just 4 letter words but it is so complicated that its beyond any explanation.

lesson #1 : appreciate life! its too short to waste it.

My Dearest Candyman...

2007-05-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, mum...
thanks for being the best mum and a good friend to me..

I turn, and you are there for me;
I speak, you understand.
I feel cared for, but also free;
You lead but don't command.

I'm fortunate that I was born
To someone just like you;
I love you, not just as my mom,
But for what you are and do.

I LOVE YOU. <3
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hello week 5.. can u believe it that nx wk is already e-learning week and this wk, ICM ca1 is due.. gosh.. last week was already hectic enough with 2 spec dip stuffs due, excluding icmt presentation, wfm assignment and spunk cover.. this week, there's cibm presentation, scriptwriting ca1 and of coz, the final year project part 1 due! ahhh.. its beginning to get into me.. but as stress as i should be, i'm proud to say that i'm still fine.. hahaha.. ironic. im just stress dat i'm at all stress.. bite me.

anyway, yesterday was mother's day..
woke up quite late in the morning and got scolded from grandad coz i didn't follow mum and dad to my beloved granny's grave. i'm sorry. i was to young to know her but grandad always reminds me how much she loves me that she would scold him whenever he comes into the room to kiss me goodnight when i was aslp.. well dat was 18 years back when i was a 1-yr old baby.. she took care of me for only 1 year and she pass away.. may her soul be blessed. amin.

so surprised mum with her gift when she got home and glad that she love it.. got for her La Senza bed fluffy bed room slippers and a pretty cute boster from Aussino, packed together with a sweet pink card from Kalm's... and in the evening we all left to meet up with the aunties, uncles, kuzzins and of coz, granny to head off to johor for a mother's day dinner.. we had dinner at this ulu place, which is at some off shore seafood restaurant with motor boats and sampans by it. pretty ok ambience but food not so great..

&saturday, i was involved in this Canon Dv Trialthon together with tim, clar and shane from 10am to 10pm... got lots of pics but its all with tim! and tim, u owe me a lot of pics! it was organized by Canon, durh, and prizes sponsored by Ishop.. first prize worth over $4k.. but anyway, sad to say, we didn't win anything.. but it was great fun and it sure was a memorable experience... it went like this.. 40 groups, all given a theme and 3 mystery elements and we are supposed to come up with a 3-min film including all those 3 elements..

with production houses taking part too, i lost confidence in winning at all in the beginning and especially when the theme given is "global warming" with the 3 elements being, "water, leaf and matchsticks". anyway, we got shaun to be our actor and we had lotsa fun together.. so after that, went off to meet milo for dinner before meeting up with his friends at city hall. he then sent me home where we did this mother's day card for his mum together..

did i mention that on friday, after school i wanted to go home after school coz i had bad sore eyes.. and i wore contact lens on only my right eye coz my left eye was blood shot red, colourless contacts of coz if not it would have looked so weird.. i was half-blind and had to fore-go the filming ofr spec dip coz no point of me goin since i can't even see properly..

but because of the stupid maid attitude at home, i had to not go home till mum gets home.. so i met up with milo who was with little bro since he was over at my place playing ps2 with lil bro and we headed down to town and meet sis.. we had dinner and then went to look around for mum's gift till the shops closed and we finally head on home.

&thursday,milo picked me up after school and we went for dinner at al-ameen and wednesday, milo came over while i did my storyboard.. and check out how my storyboard looks like. i think and a few people think so too that its soo cute.. well i guess that's about all that is good about it.. other than that, angle or camera shot wise, it kinda suck... wad ya expect for last minute work..

ok that's all for now. and mum just came home with food.
till then.

2007-05-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

and so today went to catch Spiderman 3 with milo after school. he picked me up and we headed to Plaza Sing for lunch and then to the grand cathay for our movie. it was quite a disappointment actually. i preferred the first 2 sequels and in fact, Tobey is fatter in this one.. check out his double chin. hahaha. and he looks fat in his spiderman suit. lol. but it was pretty good for the effects and all. storyline not bad except for ending so rating would be 3/5 only. sorry spidey. better luck next time. i tot i could have given you 4 or even 5/5!! anyways, next movie is pirates!

so after the movie, headed to my workplace coz its pay day and then to Spinelli. i got mango frap and milo got some mocha thingy and we shared a blueberry cheesecake. yum.. den we walked around looking for my specs... i need a new one coz the current one i'm wearing is like since sec 3! hahaha. yep it was dat long. and then we headed to our fav eating place for dinner. poor milo have been craving for it... the rest of the night under the stars and the cool breeze and being in his arms.... it just ended our 4mths outing nicely.

I feel wonderful tonight
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes
And the wonder of it all

time passes by so quickly, you don't even realise. its like it was just yesterday that we first met and now we already know each other inside and out. its like how much i used to ignore you and thought how annoying you were but who would have thought. its like how we can talk for hours without getting bored. its like how we can laugh at each other and do something stupid without even feeling stupid after that. its like we're so comfortable with each other that we won't even mind meeting each other when we had not had our morning shower yet. (even though we haven do that yet.) lol.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're every minute of my everyday.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

anyway, one day while chatting, i send him this,

and he send me this back...

i think we're pretty cute and very much in love. lol.
till then.

2007-05-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

can a man and a woman be just friends? well apparently not, maybe in a short period of time yes. making the friendship last requires you both to find each other at least vasguely repulsive. so yeah, no wonder boyfriends get jealous when one has too many guy friends.

ok so i'm on my bed right now with the lappy and i'm suppose to do my spec dip storyboard which is due in 2 days time but i can't start until i get the group to sit and discuss, which we are finally goin to do tmrw. geez. typical of us to procrastinate and wait till the very last minute.... the concept paper for our spec dip fyp is due on thurs too. and next week, our ICM CA1 is due too. and we have not even started on one! wow! i'm stressed coz i'm not stressed yet.

last thursday, we had 5 hours break coz ICMT tutorial was cancelled as Ms Low was on MC so the group went to IKEA Tampines for lunch. Tim drove his dad's car. after lunch, we walked around looking for containers that Shane needed. it was pretty much fun with our usual crap like one of this. mickey and minnie mouse.

then we left for Seletar Airbase for a nice sea view before heading for nice ice-cream at Sunset Way and finally back to school for spec dip lesson only to realise that the class is only half and hour and the rest of the time is for us to shoot a scene for psycho. so we shoot half of the scene at school and the rest, we decided to go back to the Seletar airbase area where there were old housed which was perfect. then Tim dropped me and faye off at the nearest MRT station and milo came to pick me up eventhough he needed to study. aww. ok there was actually another reason but erm ya.

and friday,school ended early too so met up with milo and we headed to town. & the weekends was great. saturday was out with nat. met her at the bustop which she was late for half and hour as usual and we took 190 to town. it was a great shopping trip and i got a few stuffs for myself and now i'm broke even before the Great Singapore Sale starts! arghh. but mum promised to give me some more cash when the GSS comes!! yay! and check out my cute new plush that i got from Olivia's shop.. its soo adorable beyond cuteness!

anyway, around 8 we met up with afiq, who just booked out of camp before he left soon after to meet ken. afiq is like soo dark and skinny and bald! aiyo... its been some time since i met him. so ya, kinda shocked. hahaha... check it out. so now wherever he goes, he wears a beanie to cover that botak head. lol.then the bfs arrived and we head to lau pa sat for dinner. and the rest of the night was a bliss watching the "yellow birds" fly by at our fav spot before heading home.

&sunday, mum woke me up at 9am to go for a family breakfast at this place near marsiling.. well the food is cheap and not bad at all. my black pepper chicken rice was yum yum.. and later, mum dropped me off at causeway point to meet up with milo for lunch... the rest of the day was spend at home sleeping and "trying" to do my projects which apparently until now is not done yet.

so i should better get started.
till then.

2007-05-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

ok i'm just done wiping the blinds in my room. gosh it was so filthy, i can die by just looking at it. so yesterday was May Day and the lil bro kept coming up with pranks and then saying,"haha... May Fools!" lol. how cute. he thinks the first of every month is like 1st April.. well, anyways he always manage to put a smile on everyone's face. he's so mischivieous yet so adorable. just look at that...

so those pics were from yesterday's outing with the family.. and check out the chain with 3 diamond pendant... well mum gave it to me coz she said my neck is always too plain so she said to wear it everyday and its not a problem to wear it to the shower coz its white gold and won't tanish.

yesterday's actual plan was to catch Spiderman 3 with the family and the candyman but then it all had to change coz we tried booking thru the internet but every single cinema was packed!! even those ulu places like tiong bahru and sembawang.... even the earliest and the lastest timings were sold out or only left with scattered seats for just one person. well typical kiasu singaporeans lar.. must be the first to watch and durh, they booked like in advance.. but anyways, will be catching it with the boy next tues..

so in the end went out with the family without candyman since he was goin to jb to service his bike or smth.. first stop was expo coz mum wanted to check out the 3-in-1 exhibtion.. halal foods, wedding and indo fair. everything else was ok except for the pathetic indo fair! man! they keep selling the same old thing for like wad, almost 5 yrs or more.. wad happen to marketing and product strategy? SWOT? ok lol. this is called to much brainwashing from ICM...

so anyway, after expo, which we all got bored pretty quick, we headed to Vivo City... walked around a lil coz everyone was in that shopping mood and ended up buying a black snake-skin clutch and a head scarf, all thanks to my walking atm... just in case you are wondering who, its none other than my mum.. well she calls herself that coz she thinks i treat her like one. ok maybe i do a lil sometimes..

then we all got hungry and had dinner at Secret Recipe. omg! the food there is not so great but the cakes are ooo-la-la!!! and i would recommend you to take the tom yam gung. other than that,nth interesting. did i mention i'm the can-eat-all-the-cake-on-the-table kinda girl.. hahaha.. well i love cakes just like my bro.. donno how cum sis don't like it though.. and i like cakes frm Cedele too..

monday, me and clarise got crazy ok actually more like bored in ICM tutorial coz we were having project meeting and we weren't doin much yet. and this was the result of our boredom which of coz, pictures were taken by tim.

and how glad i was when sch ended.. after ICM was WFM tutorials and it was a bore with super redundant class work which does't involve the brain cells... urgh.. after school met up with the boy for dinner at holland village and then to our favourite spot at town to chill out before heading for ice-cream. and at 10 i had to leave for the granny's place for some function and around midnight, the family left for mustafa coz dad needed to get something and then off for prata supper.

today, the boy came over after his exam. i went home straight after school coz i was feeling tired and the poor boy had to wait for an hour plus for me to wake up while he fiddled around with my ipod watching some Victoria Secret's fashion show. haha. so we had a good time watching DOA - Dead or Alive on my lappy and The Wedding Date on HBO and then to Nickelodeon. we had dinner together and i did his brows for him before he headed home to study for his next paper on friday. man! he's gonna finish sch soon while i still have another year! urgh.

ok i need to start on the surveys for ICM soon but i think i need to sleep coz i have an early class tmrw.. oh i don look forward to thursdays and fridays! its a super long day lar from 9 to 6... urgh... ok wait.. i hear mum calling me to watch American Idol.. hahaa..

soo till then.

2007-04-29T13:27:00.000+08:00

so i kinda just woke up about an hour ago and i found the phone still under my head on the pillow. called the boy back and found that he too, just woke up and we both had fallen asleep while on the phone. how sweet. dots. ok so yesterday was great. met the boy at cck and headed to town.

first things first, we went to buy the tickets for our movie date. well its been sometime since we watch a movie so he suggested we watch one and 'Wild Hogs' was the pick. i was rather hesitant coz there was not much fuzz about it but since the boy wanted it, i was on for it. then we went over to the cafe at my workplace and got the cake that the boy likes so much and have been craving for days. its chocolate with marshmellow bits in it but very very sweet though.

still hungry, we decided to have satay for dinner and guess wad? one crazy bitch jumped on me from the back while we were walking. lol. it was nurul!! haha. she was with carl and they were planning to go Bugis but in the end decided to watch the movie with us. too bad though that we didn't get seats near each other. oh well. but the movie went great and i laughed so much i teared. lol. the bull part was freaking hilarious. and i think its so much better than Mr Bean's holiday. next movie on the list with the boy would be Spiderman 3 and of coz Pirates 3. totally can't wait...

then after the movie bumped into the long-time-no-see-but-used-to-hang-out-with friends, ernie, acot, aj, rudy etc. chit chat for a bit and then left for supper with the boy. he wasn't hungry but i was. haha. typical of me which explains why i'm fat. hmmmm. then it was getting late so we headed home. mum and dad went for dinner at this restaurant somewhere at Clarke Quay, called Corriander Leaves or smth and she said it was fab and that she would take me there the next time we go out for dinner. yay!

leonard just called and asked me to go to this club tomorrow coz they are celebrating the launch of beyonce's new album and Kumar is the guest star tmrw but the club is not exactly the kind which i would want to go okay. coming from leonard, hello!! its not surprising why right. you should get my drift there. haha. but i might consider coz its kumar! he's soo damn funny and entertaining.

and as i was about to fall back aslp, crazy nat called so i talked to her endlessly about almost everything before she had to put down coz her bro needed to use the phone. miss that nat lar! its been quite some time since i last met her but we're meeting this sat...and last friday, met the boy after school coz he was craving for pasar malam food and there's one at woodlands. so yeah we had a mini pasar malam feast with lekor, goreng pisang etc.

ok for now, i need to finish up my assignment for CIBM, which i have to come up with a logo for a real client. later will be heading for a nice dinner and then to the night safari with dad and his overseas clients. and tmrw's another day at school. week 3 here i come, even though i wish you would give me another day off. oh wait! tuesday is labour day so its a holiday...

i wish singapore would have more public holidays! i think we have too little. agree? maybe they should make a rule that every birthday girl/boy is allowed to take the day off from school/work. hey! its our birthday anyway... so that's the least that 'she' can give as a present right? hmm.. so anyway, dream on coz that ain't gonna happen..

and talking about birthdays, fir turns 18 today. so Happy Birthday to you dude! may you have a good one ya. =)

till then.

2007-04-23T20:26:00.001+08:00

another new semester , another new hair style for me. well, that has been like a tradition for me since i entered poly. lol. didn't plan it to be that way but it just happens. well, not much change this sem except for a more feminine touch and bleached a few streaks of my hair..

So its already the second week of school... so the first week of school ended in a breeze. well basically didn't do much as usual. all the boring introduction and what nots and so far, haven hate any modules yet. 4 core modules, 1 elective and 1 gems... and of coz, plus 2 modules from specialist dip.. hmm... i'm already getting the drift that year 3 is soo gonna be stressful. imagine 3 projects due every week!! yeah, take that.

back track a little to the weekend before school start, had a class bbq over at tim's place and miss kwa still owe me the pic from her 5 mega pixel camera phone to post here lar. aiyo. but it went well and there were lots of food. nice food and miss kwa brought Ben and Jerry's for us. how nice.. of coz, not the whole class turned up. durh. but it was good enough coz nurul and angela came!! surprisingly.

first day of school started off with ICM tutorial. 3 hours of a hard-core module which is worth of final year project. geez. but its great that now we start at 12 on mondays, at least the monday blues is gone with a little more sleep... after school went for Japanese dinner with the normal clique at Far East. quite a good reunion after the 9 weeks.

tuesday was in school for only an hour. how dumb a timetable is that. 1 hr of lecture only. travelling time is twice more than the time in school. anyway, met up with the candyman for lunch at town before heading over to my place since we got bored from walking around in town. wednesday was vivo after school where i fell in love with this plush toy from Olivia's shop, Mother Garden. its so huggable, white and soft! and she's gonna get it for me the beginning of next month at staff price. wee! thursday and friday was super long day! 9 to 6 okay. no kidding.

the weekends was the normal outing with the candyman on saturdays and then work on sundays. can't wait till i meet the girlfriends again. pls meet up soon before i start to get busy with all the projects. so just got back from a short meet up with the candyman for dinner after school and now i'm so tired i can slp till next morning coz was on the phone with him till 4am last night.

haven spotted any DMC freshies yet.. well DMCs are usually easy to spot.. well as claimed by lecturers but known so far.. but there's this mix-looking girl in school and she's very pretty.. i tink she's DMC.. anyway, Connect is this wed.. might be going just to check out the freshies.. as kpo as i can be, i might not even go.. ok i want to blog somemore but mum and dad just got home. so i gotta go get my shower.. and i'm getting macdonalds' breakfast tmrw after so long!

ok wait. here'a tag reply... and for those who changed your link, i wil relink you soon and fitri, i will link you soon ok.. lol.

passerby: MAC foundation for is $44. the prices are slightly different depending on your skin type and of coz wad you want it for like with SPF or not. so yeah.

passerby: and for the ipod right, you can movies by torrent (www.mininova.org) and then you can rip DVDs (www.dvdidle.com/free.htm)... for videos not in MPEG4 format which is supported by ipod, you can convert using this free software called VIDEORA you can search at Google. ok? have fun!

till then.

2007-04-13T13:27:00.000+08:00

so this good girl will be home today coz she's on MC instead of working... it cost me 42 bucks at the doctor. geez. sure was expensive with the fact that i was only given 4 tablets and a cream... hmm.. no wonder doctors are all so rich. i've always wanted to be a specialist pediatrician. but oh well.. i guess the hospital doesn't need any advertisements to advertise what kind of services they have or a public relations campaign or even filming services to show what happens in the surgery room.. lol. so there goes my ambition and here comes reality. final year in poly and then i'll be at the crossroads again thinking where to go or what to do.. hmmm.. ok not the exact time to talk about that.

and yep i was working yesterday.. super boring day at work it was. no crowd, the rain and only 2 part-timers were working yesterday, me and kaini. but lucky there were my usual clique, shryfah, fiqa and diana... went for dinner break with the 2 big guyz, zam and edmund. wow! for once i felt like i had 2 bodyguards with me. lol. but work has been fun with such ppl around and its sad that i won't be seeeing them so often anymore now that sch is starting nx wk coz i'll be working lesser or maybe not work at all. but that will all depends on the work load of the coming semester.

so wednesday was Tanning Thursday with the girlfriend. nurul woke me up at 9am exactly and then we met at yishun mrt to take a direct bus straight to harbour front. we were watching The Devil Wears Prada on my ipod the whole time and we took the SEXS (abbv for Sentosa Express fyi) to our spot at Siloso Beach.. but how sad coz we only managed to tan for an hour before the sun played hide-and-seek and then started drizzling before it poured down real heavily.

so we got changed and headed to Vivo. first stop was the toy'r'us and i fell in love with this huge teddy that was hugging a smaller teddy... omg! it was so freaking cute and i almost wanted to buy it but 60 bucks for a soft toy? hmm.. maybe next time.. then another one caught my eye.. a pretyy white bunny.. man! i have a weakness for such stuffs.. then we walked around somemore at vivo before heading to town to meet the boyfriends at wheelock around 6.

so there you go.. any kind soul who wants to get me the huge teddy in the first pic, pls just do so okay coz i'll receive it with open arms. lol. so the foursome went over to far east for dinner before we went for more retail theraphy. and i got myself some MAC make-up, a foundation and the zoom lash mascara. and we went to Mango coz i wanted to get the pantone bag which i've been eyeing but decided not too coz i just had that feeling that its gonna be common and plus it might be hard to maintain. so yeah forget it. but i still tink its nice. i like the denim blue and the dark brown and of coz the black but too bad Singapore don't bring in stock for the black one. wad a waste.

and candyman suggested pool so we headed to Lucky Plaza for a game of pool. the guyz got 2 games but we girls only got 1 coz we took so long just to finish one game. lol. so it was Starbucks where nurul and carl got their vanilla frappucino while me and candyman got mocha frap. chillz and rotted and spend time with the beloved and before we knew it, it was already almost 10. so we slowly made our way home and sadly on the way home, there was a tiff among us, just because one small issue.but glad that its all resolved now and babe, its ok for doing what you did coz everyone just need to let out their steam at someone when they are mad. so i really understand. had a nice time with u honeypie girlfriend and of coz, the sweet candyman..

another day at home today and its raining so heavily while i'm blogging this down. i want to go out to do my hair but with the rain like this, i'm gonna stay home and read the new Cleo issue with a cup of chocolate milk and wait for the rain to stop before i head out.

so there, the last week of school holidays gone and tmrw is the class bbq over at timmy's and diy's birthday party. the class clique is heading to Zouk today and i might just join but i doubt i can coz i have to visit granny who is in the hospital coz she just had a surgery. so guyz, sorry if i can't make it ya. no promises.

till then.

2007-04-10T12:42:00.000+08:00

And so i'm back..

and with a new blog skin too... i hope u guyz like it and its much easier for u guys to navigtate also read all the entries ya. =)

anyone miss me.. its been almost 2 mths since i last blog.. man! been busy with erm....let's just say stuffs ya... ok i have been working (not relly a lot though), spending time with the friends and family and of coz my beloved, candyman.. just in case you guyz are wondering who on earth is this candyman that i have been talking about for soo long, well let's just say we turned 3 mths old on Sunday. and so that's him.. hahaha..

and the 9 weeks vacation is ending soon coz sch is staring next week! ohh how sad. but i guess it was well spent..

i got myself a new ipod video 30gb. wee! at least now train rides to school won't be as boring as before. currently its filled with movies i "stole" from Zam's hard drive but with his permission first. haha. and i have america's next top model too which Lukas gave to me together with victoria's secret fashion show. so far, its been pretty much useful coz i can use it as a hard drive too. and i just got my laptop back from servicing. thks to my warranty i got my whole lappy's hard drive replaced with a brand new one.

it was great coz my lappy became like a brand new baby. only thing was i had to reinstall every single shit back and customise it back to my own preferences and thanks to my ipod, every single data was safely transferred back. and now i'm planning to change my phone to either Nokia E65 or Nokia 6288, coz i realised i don need my current walkman phone since i already have the ipod. but still deciding on which one i would take but seems to me the E65 is the more probable one.

and dad got himself the new super slim sony ericson phone. so now he has 2 phones. geez. i wonder for whatever reason. and he has an ipod too. i swear my dad is a gadget man and he's the sort who wouldn't mind spending a bomb on electronics so that's great news. coz that's where i turn too when i wan a new gadget. haha. mum doesn't care about all this stuffs but then again she has the lastest Samsung phone and an ipod shuffle. ironic isn't it.

and i flunk my first driving tp test coz i failed to stop at the stop line. geez.. how lame. and so poor dad have to fork out another 300+ bucks just so i can retake it. but being a good daughter as i am, i offered to pay half. hehehe.. dad was being nice and rejected the offer but since i insisted he didn't have a choice. i felt bad coz it was my own mistake.well just hope i will get my license from my next tp practical test.

and so on saturday, was a trip to the zoo with candyman and to his place then went for a nice dinner by the beach and then back to my place to wait for the clock to strike 12 but actually we were both asleep when it striked 12!! haha.. so the zoo was pretty much the same except for some minor changes and it was slightly spoilt by the rain that was playing games with us. but indeed, it was great and we had lots of fun.

sunday was the uncle's wedding who married a lady from Terenngganu where they met while working at kuala lumpur... how sweet. so spend the whole day there and the rain had to pour down again.. it went smooth and man it was tiring even though i didn't have to do much... in fact, i didn't have to do anything. hahaha..

ydae was spec dip project meeting with the normal groupmates at plaza singapura, which as usual, i was the last to arrive... well i woke up at 12 noon so i didn't have a choice. sorry guyz. haha. so we came up with a few great ideas and its just a matter of choosing "the" one for our specialist diploma final year project.. well the thing we have to do was to film a short 10-min film, given 200 bucks. hmm.. quite challenging given that its worth 100% of our marks!!!

so after that off to play pool at Le Meridien where shane had his first experience at playing pool.. it wasn't bad at all i must say.. and i was all the time having "weak" balls despite the fact that i've been playing or maybe the better word would be "learning" the essense of pro-ness in playing pool from candyman quite often.. so then after an hour of pool, i left for candyman's place for dinner with his family.

orite that's all for now i guess coz i have to go take a shower before candyman pops at my door from school and catch me like this. haha.

till then.

2007-02-10T12:16:00.000+08:00

Nothin's quite as sweet as the journey..

ok so i''m back to blog again. finally the exams are over but after so much chilling and hanging out, now my legs are aching... hmm... anyway, life's been pretty good after the exams but it would have been better if i was in Bangkok right now with mum and dad, doing MORE shopping!!

they just left early in the morning at 6am for a SQ flight to Bangkok and will only be back on monday night. can't wait to see what mum gets for me from there.. good ting she kinda noes what i like and what i don't so it will not really go to waste and all. and during that Chinese New Year period next week, we'll all be goin to Batam to relax and chill out as a family. hmm..

so right after PRMP paper on tues, went to meet Candyman who just ended school too and we headed down to Vivo city but we got so bored dat we headed down to town instead where we watched Altered at Lido and then hang out till 8 plus before heading to esplanade and had a nice good talk about just anything under the moon and the stars.

then we took the last train home before i feel deep aslp as soon as i got home since i was already awake like since 6am. haha. but it sure was a great day spending it with candyman especially when your mind is like totally free and of coz isn't it always great to spend special days with that loved one.. heh.

the next day was home all the way till 5pm before nurul came over and we went out to meet the guyz, candyman and hero. headed to town to collect my pay and then over for dinner where me and nurul shared a plate coz we knew we would not be able to finish it. haha. and we were so right, coz even after sharing, we were soo full. haha. then we headed to esplanade where we walked from boat quay and in the end ended up at clarke quay. walked around for a suitable one before we went into Indochine and settled in there till around almost 11.

(*other pics might not be uploaded but geez we took a whole lot of pics!)

then we walked around enjoying the breeze and the nightlife before heading home where nurul had a sleepover at my place. we didn't sleep till 7am the next morning and we even had shower power! haha, you know i know babe. lol. it was soo weird and funny! so we slept till afternoon before mum woke us up to have lunch. so the rest of the day was spent at my place before nurul headed home after watching the dance floor.

yesterday, after driving, which i have not been goin for almost 3 wks, met up with mum to have some lovely shopping time with. and of coz, we saw the cute Khairul Amry, who ended up knowing we were talking about him thanks to mum. hahaha. but we did have fun before heading home to go over to granny's.

and now, i kinda just woke up and waiting for my candyman to come over before going to east coast for cycling with lil bro. ahh. i so gotta bath now.

and i'm already missing mum.
and i wan my candyman here with me now.
and i miss my girlfriends.
and i wanna eat goreng pisang with ice-cream, which btw i've nvr tried but i am assuming it might taste something like fried mars bars.
and i feel fat.

and i love my hard bed.
and i am just bored so i just had to type this out.

till den.

lots of love.

2007-02-05T12:07:00.000+08:00

Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these pink dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

ok so that was just a thought for the day... and so its not even 6th feb yet but i'm already bloggin again. haha. i soo can't wait for tmrw and well get over and done with for year 2! well its the last day to study before the exam ends and i get my well-desereved 9 weeks vacation! tomorrow is the PRMP exam and i've only merely finish writing my notes. but i believe i can't finish studying coz i promise i will start right after i finish with this entry. so far the 2 exams were quite ok but i tot MLE was much better than AM even though i had soo much more time to study for AM than MLE.

believe it or not, i only studied for MLE the day before the exam and only took freaking one day! i've never done that before my whole life and i'm just hoping for the best out of it. and it was not helping either with the fact that we had cute lecturers walking around the exam hall during our MLE paper! girls, i'm sure u all know what the hell i'm talking about here coz all of us had the same reactions when we left the exam hall - not about the paper but about the cute lecturers and how much we kept looking at them. hah.

so before anything else, wanna congratualte The Lions for being the Asean Football Champions! they were great and especially for our hero: Khairul Amri, for the great last minute goal that put us on top of Thailand.

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its been soo long eversince i blogged that i don even noe where to start. hmmm. ok maybe i should start off with the last thing i blogged about in the previous entry, which was on 16 jan.

(17 - 21 jan)
after school met up with candyman to town to get some stuffs and have lunch before going for our driving lessons at bbdc together. the next day had driving again after school and after that we headed to imm coz we were bored and had no where to go. hmm. the bus wait from imm to go back to jurong east mrt was like so damn bloody long. geez. but with mister candy around, an hour feels like a sec. haha. and i'm talking about having chocolates around. (not whatever you may be thinking there.=p)

on saturday, went to vivo city with candyman with his sis to buy her Bebe sweater, where we bumped into sandy and fitri. then his sister went off for work and we went for dinner where after that i shoped a bit more. then i got a lil sick of shopping so we headed to Candy Empire to get somemore candy!! haha. and the bus ride home from vivo was like the sweetest bus ride of my life i guess. you know i know ok mister candyman. hehe.. on sunday, cu-pid send me supper at 12 midnight which he cooked at work. it was quite surprising and the food was quite ok.

(22- 28 jan)
and so it was study week. on the monday of the study week, i had 2 tests and reheasrsal for the MPP event which was on the next day. one test was EOF and the other was HR. geez. imagine studying for the paper like 3 hours before it. thank god HR is jsut a gems module. and then off to meet candyman for dinner at banquet to comfort him for something that upset him in the morning.

on tuesday of the study week, had UCCD test in the morning. geez. it was quite fucked up and worst still, all the questions were worth 15-18 marks each! like wth! if you know then good for you but if you don't, den you die. its that kinda thing. so it sucks. the MPP event that was on 23rd Jan, Commuications 101. it took us all a whole semester to come up with this whole thing and i guess it came to a nice end and we, well at least my group were happy with how everything turned out.

as follows are the pictures from the event and check out how we convert the simple classroom to a shooting studio and an advertising agency creative department office. its in order of how you will see it when you first enter the room all the way to the part where you leave the room.

and this is the first thing you see when you reach our room.

and so that was our room and our participants. and this was after the whole event..

the next day, took a day off from all that stress and met up with candyman. headed to town, did a lil shopping then off to city hall so we could get our favourite big box of Maltesers from Candy Empire and then finally took the first pic like after soo long. lol. and the following day went to the esplanade library to finish off my final specialist diploma CA before having a sweet time plus the cold wind blowing against us at the rooftop where we spilled everything out and aww. it was just lovely. on friday, stayed home the whole day to finalise my spec dip CA before submitting it and then started a little on my AM notes.

then on saturday, it was the whole day at home styudying for AM before meeting candyman at causeway point for dinnner and then coming over to my place for the soccer match of Singapore VS Malaysia ( which dad went with bro) and then to watch some DVDs. mum was around and she ordered for us mac delivery. how sweet. i love you mum for everything you do for me.

on sunday, i cooked for the family. yes i actually did. haha. =) then we went over to the relatives place for some function and the my kuzzin's daughter is like soo cute! omg! but too bad i didn't get a chance to take a pic with her.

(29 jan - 4 feb)
and it was already the next week. went to study at esplanade library with radzi since we have our first paper on the same day. after studying had dinner at pastamania before folowing him to buy his boxers at raffles city before heading home around 10 where i bumped into cu-pid, who wanted to celebrate his birthday with me. omg! that sucks - you know that feeling of disappointing someone.

so wednesday was AM paper and after that went to study before meeting with candyman and bumping into little miss nurul and carl. geez. we had soo much to talk that we just didn't have enough time. miss her like loads pls. it have been around a mth plus since i last met her. but its ok coz i'm soo gonna spend the whole of wednesday with her and then hit the clubs later that night. and of coz my darling nat, whom i haven met for so long and will be meeting on thursday!

and on the thursday of 1st feb, our dear Mister KEN has officially turned 19! haha.. basket. wish him also never reply.. ass! friday was the MLE paper as mentioned above. saturday went to woodlands library to study while candyman was next to me with my laptop doing his project since his laptop is like unfunctional at this moment. poorthing. haha. and after all that studying, we went to watch Babel at 9.50pm. and the freaking show lasted 142 mins! it was nice except for some parts which we don see a reason to be included in the film. lol.

and yesterday, was studying when candyman said he would be coming over to transfer some stuffs from my laptop to his mp3 and he came with my favourite slurpee. haha. then while he left me to study in my room, he went to play ps2 with my bro who is like so manja with him. and mum and dad came home with nice briyani so we all ate including candyman. ahh.. i just never get enough of sweets..

ok its been sucha long entry and a full update frm me since the last time i blogged. haha. ok i better get going and finish up on studying PRMP.

i'm no longer on hiatus. wee!
till den.
lots of love.

2007-01-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

You get me smiling even when it hurts

hey so i'm back again and prolly for the last entry before i go on HIATUS well till 6th feb at least. 6th feb is the last day of exams! oh gosh i can't wait. and me and the girlfriends are heading to the clubs the very next day after the end of my exams, being a wednesday. and currently i'm also on 3 weeks off from work coz i definitely need the time to study. whether i do or not, well let's just say its a different story. hahaha.

so the exams are around the corner but there are still so many projects undone and also 3 other big test coming up besides the 3 other exam papers, AM, MLE and PRMP. so its no wonder why i can't wait for the 9 weeks vacation coming up after the hectic semester of 20 weeks. and i still wonder if its gonna be enough.

and currently at home now coz there's no school for today. so taking a short time off from all that work to blog a lil. the weather's been nice and cooling and a little too nice to sleep in the early hours when i have to wake up for school, which explains why i'm late sometimes. but on the first 3 days of school i was extra early than as compared to normal but then on thurs and fri, it was a total opposite. i was late by 45 mins! now that's a big difference.

anyway just bought a hairstyling tool from Philips ydae. a set of 10 different types including hair iron, curl and blah blah blah. geez. i have so many of these things but i donno why i'm still buying them. well prolly because i need it for my extra short hair now, which i just cut last mon. yes take a look at the picture, its a more girly hairstyle as compared to my previous one. geez. god noes this is the donno number how many times i change my hairtyle again. haha. anyway, the following below is a short preview of all my previous hairstyles.

* the new hair of the new year, 2007

* the different hairstyles of little miss farah in 2006

ok enough about all this hairy issues. so last week was first week of school after the 3 weeks break and it was pretty normal. and yes, a few have new hairstyles too. and one last thing, i'm thinking of changing my hair colour. not sure if jet black is a good either. might not suit me and worst, look like an emo kid. geez. the other two i thinking are highlights or reddish or whitish colour against a dark brown base. hmmm. still thinking though. suggestions are welcome.

so monday was the day i went to cut my hair after school where yan accompanied me. sandy baby recommended me the place and i tink its pretty ok and its rather cheap too. haha. thks babe. it took her a very short time to cut my hair considering my hair was quite short even before she cut it anyway. haha. so after that, we went to have dinner and then chill ard till almost 10 before mum picked me up since they were on the way home from town.

on tuesday after school, yan picked me up from school and then we headed to town to look for dad's present. hunted high and low for a suitable and decent present, which in the end i ended up buying for dad an Armani Exchange belt. so when we actually settled for dat, it was already almost 9. so we just hang around enjoying the cool breeze with green tea and talking and talking before making a move around almost 10. and my bestest classmate, miss nurul knew i was a little stressed up so she sent me this. http://www61.123greetings.com/card/01/07/04/58/CQ40107045804547.html how sweet is that. hahaha. i love you honey. see you in class tmrw. =)

wednesday was a normal day at school and i came early for AM tutorial. how amazing. and then after school was work. work so far is ok and i like my colleagues. and oh ya, talking about work, just got my paycheck like recently. wow. quite amazing actually considering the number of days i work. let's go shopping!!!!! but i gotta learn to save coz like what mum always say, "if you don't save, you won't have money to have your garden wedding." (pssst: btw, that's my dream wedding. not a beach wedding or a grand wedding at a hotel. so cliche please. i want a garden wedding! haha. but wait. my prince charming have not yet arrived from Dreamland.lol.)

ok moving out of dreamland, on thurs, after school went for driving and i actuall had my s-course, crank-course and directional change lesson which i passed. and yan picked me up again from bbdc since he needed to top up his account who is btw waiting for his bike tp on 22 jan and in the mean time taking his car lessons too. then we went to causeway point for dinner and went around looking for wrapping paper.lol.

friday, 12 jan was dad's birthday!
HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY DAD! so after school, met yan since he wanted to accompany me to look for birthday cards and birthday cake for dad. finally found a suitable card after goin round the whole of taka and then buying the cake at taka as well. after that, met up with the lil sis and bro before taking a cab over to Hotel Grand Copthorne, beside zouk where we had our surprise birthday dinner for dad at Brio's.

so we were sitted since 8 and mum and dad only arrived at 8.30. so as dad was walking in we all sang for him the birthday song and he was all smiles. yes, we managed to surprised him again and again. he was touched. so we started our buffet. yum yum. the king prawns, the salad, the chocolate fondue, the sushi and blah blah blah. urgh. it was scrumpmylicious. bloated and soo damn full after that pls. so we called in for the birthday cake and started the whole normal birthday routine. candles, song, cake cutting, kissing, hugging and of course, present opening.

*the very happy birthday boy.

* he likes the gift from us, the 3 kids

* mum's gift, a Waterman pen which freaking cost almost 700 bucks!

* a family potrait after all the birthday routine.

*check out the card that yan helped me choose. its soo meant to be from me. hahaha. this is what it says: "know what makes you so special dad? you have that wonderful something that no other dad has...."

*flip open the card and it says: "ME!!!!"... haha. told you the card was meant to be from me. lol.

ok so that was dad's birthday surprise dinner. and we are all glad that he loved it and was touched that we did it. and of course he was happy we all celebrated it with him. once again, happy birthday to my beloved dad. so after the dinner, we went home straight as it was already almost 11. for pics, click here: http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/89

the very next day, went to work and i was on full shift. hmmph. but it was ok except that the sales was not so much and i had to give out flyers for a while with xiao wei. gd thing theweather was nice to us. and after work yan and friends picked me up outside cineleisure before heading to esplanade. and so it was not so crowded and at first i bumped into eddie then into hamdan who was with wan and farhan. sat around while yan settled a few shitnatz his friends got into. i was happily eating my chocolate and so everything was fine again.

we were just sitting around and then raindrops started falling onour heads. everyone ran for shelter. haha. how funny. but the rain was just playing a trick on us coz it rained for only 5 mins and then it stopped. so we went back to our original place before leaving for the last train home. and afiq called frm camp! yes he is already in NS! and he is botak! will be meeting him soon when he gets to leave that place. gosh. miss him already.

ok i better start doin my mpp project that is due on thurs. and alipo just told me he passed his bike TP on first attmept. congratulations dude! and i owe him a movie treat soon. haha. and timothy just passed his car TP yesterday. nizar's car TP is this thurs and yan's bike TP is on 22nd jan. and mine is on 3rd april! haha. i guess for now, its all about getting a license! well tell you what, we don need license to lie so lie all you want. ok just kidding. lol.

ok before i go, and before its too late, here's the pics of mum's eurotrip. sorry it took a while.
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/86

and i'm craving for pizza. good thing going for pizza hut dinner with family later. wee! and i tink i hear my bed calling my name. hahaha. geez. i wonder when i will ever complete my mpp media journal.

till den.
lots of love.
ps: i miss my girlfriends esp nat and nurul!

2007-01-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

and so before it really get's too late,
a very Happy New Year to all.

gosh. its already 2007 and i'll be like 19 this year and going to year 3 of poly already. geez. 2006 sure went by soo quickly and its already pass in a blink of a eye. but it was a rather good year for me except for some of the setbacks. and it sure is the year where i did the most shopping all my life. lol. other then the heartbreaks and the shitty stuffs, the rest of 2006 was fine and i had a lot of "first times", which is great. and of course, i got a new job, started driving classes, made new friends, changed my hairstyle like i think 3 times and of course, made my mum my new bestfriend. she's just the best.

sunday(31 dec)
so this year's new year eve was pretty much boring. the fireworks weren't that great at all. and of course, me and nurul didn't get a chance to spend it with our loved ones like last year. anyways, it still was great and had a blast-tastic girlfriends time. met up with her at yishun mrt at 10.30pm and headed straight to City Hall. den met up with pid and man before we walked to the padang. was supposed to meet fitri and sandy who were around there too but given the crowd, i decided not too coz it would be erm, impossible. durh. so we found a spot and settled down.

then junie called so we went away for a while and met up with junie and jannah for a while before goin to 7-11 to buy drinks and then went back to our spot coz it was already 11.55pm and we didn't want to miss the fireworks. so there the fireworks went "boom" the moment it striked 12am! 2007 here we come.. lol. so after the fireworks everyone scrambled off like ants. but we remained sitted and only left like after 15 mins later. typical kiassu singaporeans.

we walked over to esplanade which was just as bad. separated from the guyz and me and nurul got hungry so we went over to the macdonalds at marina square. and it was like soo damn bloody packed with humans! so we finally got our food anyway and then walked over to riverside where we hanged out with eddie and the gang. met azura for the first time and she's cool. so the night went by and mum actually picked me and nurul up after that. gosh i was soo tired i fell aslp the moment i lie on my bed. and how sad that the day after dat, 1st jan, i was actually working.

anyway, before all this new year thing, somehow hari raya haji fell on new year's eve. so yep it was hari raya haji and as usual, woke up early, got dressed and went over to the granny's. and adrieanna was in cute little tudung. gosh. she look so adorable. so was there till 2 plus before goin to another relative's place, which somehow happens to be nx to nurul's flat. so yeah, went ovet to her place and was forced by the mum to eat the lontong and all. it was cool coz i met her sis for the first time and first time we "celebrate" raya together. haha.

so then went back to my relative's place till ard 4 before heading back to granny's place. gosh it was boring that i ended up falling aslp there. plus, to make it worst, Suria didn't have much on air that i was interested in watching. well hari raya haji nowadays don't have much impact on me anymore since both my parents have gone for their pilgrimage when i was younger. so now its like just goin over to granny's for a normal family gathering on every hari raya haji.

*cute little adrienna... gosh. she looks so much cuter this way!

saturday(30 dec)
ok so that was my new year eve and hari raya haji. so the day before all this, on sat, went over to the fullerton since mum and dad were staying there. mum gave dad the stay over there as a surprise for their 20th anniversary. how sweet. and on top of that, there was a candle-light dinner in the room itself, where Fullerton surprise them with a cake and a bouquet of roses for my mum. geez. how cool is that. so anyway, went over there, enjoyed the room, the toilet(which btw, had a nice bubble bath with rose petals all over), and of course the awesome view.

*the surprise cake from fullerton

*the candlelight dinner in the room, table and all set by fullerton.

*the family pic taken near the hotel lobby.

ah huh so after we checked out at 3pm, we headed to raffles city and had ice-cream for tea time at Haagen-Daaz. check out what i had. yum yum. my favourite, esp the brownie! urgh. typing this just makes me crave for it again. hahz. after that, walked around and did a lil shopping before we headed off for dinner. if you wanna check out the pics for this day, click here:
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/88

friday(29 dec)
ok so the last update would be my friday. well was supposed to go for project meeting but something came up at home. geez.. it was really sucky. and guess what, i lost my ez-link card again! yes AGAIN! arghhh. like fuck. seriously its super fucked up. gosh. its like the 2nd or 3rd time already in a year. and that cost me 21 bucks! when i'm broke that's like lots of money!!!

anyway, went to meet pid and was supposed to watch, The Holiday but in the end, we didn't coz everywhere we went was full!!! argh. why must everyone watch it when i wanna watch it. haha. ok that was just the whiny me. so we ended up having dinner at subway and walked around town coz he wanted to shop and den we got so bored coz one by one the shops started closing. so we walked all the way from town to city hall. and geez. that walk was one special walk. it turned from something to something. and omg! you freaked me out dude. you know i know.

when we got there, met up with his bro, who happened to just finished work and then we went home ard 11 coz lil bro kept calling me and asking me to go home. he was scared coz he was all alone at home. well not really all alone but alone coz sis and maid was already asleep and mum and dad was over at fullerton remember? (read above) so mum allowed pid to come over to play ps2 with lil bro.

so there they were playing game til 2.30am and then both got hungry so pid cooked for lil bro maggi coz i was already half aslp. haha. so yeah after that, they watched WWE together in the living room while there i was lying on the carpet, half dead. so lil bro finally got tired and felt asleep. so there pid was over at my place till 6.30am before walking home. yes he lives quite near me btw.

ok so that's just a lil update from me on how the few days before 2007 was spent. gosh. its already 2007. argh. so yeah, till den. lots of love.

2006-12-28T15:16:00.000+08:00

& so i'm here at the crossroads.

HAPPY 20TH ANNIVERSARY TO MUM AND DAD!

so life's been good to me except for the rainy weather.. its been cold and making me eat like soo much more than usual that i think i have put on like tons of weight. oh geezz. anyway, its already the second week of term break and its ending soon in a weeks time. gosh how time flies. last week i was occupied with work, went for a funeral on thurs, (refer: straits times, 22 dec, HOME, pg 1) and left for kl with the family on friday.

for pictures from the recent KL trip, do click here.
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/87

so the KL trip was great, with the kuzzins, aunts and uncles and of coz granny came along too. did pretty much a few more shopping and it was a great time with the family. dad was being the other side of him, crazy and far from his serious and his quiet self. we all had a good laugh both in the car and at the hotel. it was super fun and hilarious. and so i got myself a pair of jeans from forever 21, a mango skirt and 4 tops in all. i never have enough clothes eventhough a few of my girlfriends say i have soo many clothes. hahaha. well, a lot is never enough for us girls i guess.

so our first stop was PutraJaya since there's been a lot of buzz about it. so we went to check it out and amazingly, it is nice. nice mosque, nice structues, nice flowers, nice food and everything nice. well apparently, that's where most malaysian films are shot at nowadays. soo yeah cool discovery. and since we were there for 4 days, yes we were there during Christmas, we went to visit the KLIA. well i suggested it since there's been so much hype about from the Malaysians about how nice it is and all and plus, we've never been there coz we always drive up. but to our dissapointment, there's really nth much and i'm still so very proud of our Changi Airport. lol.

ah huh so more return trips back there i guess. so the rest of the Kl trip was just spent shopping. we had wanted to go Genting or Sunway but since its the raining season, we decided to forego the plan. so we reach back home safely on monday night and i found out i had to work the next day. geez. but thank god for me, now work only starts at 11am instead of last time when work starts as early as 7.30am at my previous workplace.

so its been work the past two days and on tuesday, i accidentally poked my eyes with my own fingernails when i still had my lenses on. it got soo red that i had to report sick from work at 6pm. i went home and slept all the way till the next morning at 11.30am coz Shryfah called and ask me to come to work coz surprisingly there was quite a lot of wrapping to do. lol. so yesterday after work, there was a company Christmas dinner. and that's a picture of me with my crazy colleague taken last week during the Christmas season when we had to wear those hats. lol.

anyways, tomorrow will be project meeting for eof and prmp and after that will be heading out to town to meet nurul. its been so long since we met, okay almost a week. and that's long considering we have been meeeting almost everyday recently. so here's one recent pic of me and nurul. lol.
gosh this have been sucha boring entry.
till den.
lots of love.

2006-12-18T20:16:00.001+08:00

& its all around the world yet you can't find it.

and that's the working girl. well i like the uniform. they just provide the top, a black one, how nice, then you wear your own jeans, any shoes or even heels and best of all, no restrictions on hair or accessories. cool huh. i mean now i can wear this out of my house and even walk around town in it and don't feel like a dork or worst a cleaner. coz well, my previous workplace uniform sucks and now its even worst coz the girls look like a freaking cleaner and the guyz look like a sweeper. haha. if i'm free, i'll take pic of myself in it and post it here.

so yes will be working tmrw and i'll be at the info counter and given extra duty of gift wrapping since its the chritmas season and lotsa people are buying gifts and are pretty lazy to wrap their gifts. so there these lazy people will come to me and get it for FREE. hah. am i nice or wad? ok actually i don't have a choice and i'm actually paid to do so. hehe.

was home the whole day today and didn't do much actually but i sure got back all my sleep that i have been lacking in the recent weeks. slept rather early last nite and woke up pretty late just now. hahs. and i've found a new obssession recently. reading Reader's Digest and also drinking the strawberry milkshake by mos burger. hahs. Reader's Digest have lotsa nice stories and even funny qoutes. and the strawberry milkshake is just so lovely. if you haven try it, go get it asap.

on fri, after school met up with nurul and we headed to bukit panjang plaza coz she needed to meet mr whitey but then he didn't turn up or maybe he was just too late but he couldn't be bothered to wait anymore after waiting for soo long. we managed to have the pasta salad at Starbucks, played inside NTUC, got bread from some confectionery shop and sat for half an hour at the bustop but still no sign of him. so yeah we took the bus to town.

reached town and went to far east first coz mum wanted me to get smth there. den met up with the guyz, afiq, ken and iman. and we went over to cine for dinner, as usual at ljs. and since we were there, i collected my pay as well for last month. not much lar considering i only work for 3 days. then we walked over to this place, a special bridge that no many people noe i guess. so we were chilling there till 8 plus before ravi called and said he was at somerset.

so me and nurul had to go pick him up and at the same time got some snacks and drinks to keep us occupied the whole night. and so we left the place around almost 11 coz it was getting real quiet and there were lesser cars too. so we took a cab down to Orchard mrt and realised wisma was still quite alive with all the shops still open. so we hang around indo chine to enjoy the so smoove live music. and so we got tired of standing and soon headed home.

ooo and the very next day was fabulous. it was saturday and i was not working! wee. how cool. so slept late and got woken up by mum who bought me my favourite drink from the neighbourhood market.... well, its simple, a black and white drink... wondering what's that? lol. its soya bean mixed grass jelly. hehe. its yummy for those of you who haven tried it yet.

anyway, took a shower and got dressed. headed to Vivo with mum and dad only. lil bro wanted to stay home and play with his pals while lil sis had to go her A-maths tuition. poor thing. so yeah, we arrived at vivo almost 4 coz we dropped by this place for lunch. its somewhere near labrador park and the food there are all soo nice yet cheap. s

o we shopped and shopped and somehow surprisingly, dad was in a shopping mood. nevertheless, mum is an obvious shopping queen. ps: that's where i got my shopping instinct from. haha. and mum got me another Guess bag.. so loving it. hehe. and mum bought for me another forever 21 top and i bought for myself a zara top. oh how lovely. retail theraphy is like the best thing ever.

i love my mum and dad.
they're sooo cool and fun.
and they're soo understanding.
plus point? they're soo loving,
hopefully, i'll always have a happy family.
thank god for that.

2006-12-14T22:22:00.001+08:00

& i'm sitting down here but you can't see me.

and so mum's back... and brought a whole lot of chocolates! like lots! oh gosh i'm so gonna be fat-ter from eating all that. so she bought for me a few stuffs from Europe but the best part was browsing thru the pics of her back there as a family.. as we were looking, she told us every single detail about what she did and how things were there adn how cold it was and yada yada doo. sounds fun pls. i wanna go there mummy!!

and guess what mum told me? go work with SIA! lol. but i don mind here suggestion actually. she has been asking me too since last time and since little miss nurul wants to go into that industry, why not? lol. and plus i have connections inside since my i got aunts and uncles and friends there. haha. but the only thing is that i donno whether to do it after poly or shd i further after poly to the U first before joining them. hmmm... so these are the gifts from europe. lovely chocolates!

a cute little gift from Amsterdam coz mum noes that i love bears and she wants me to add this to my collection. =) and below is a crystal and lighted eiffel tower she bought from paris. i think its lovely. wad more would be the actual one. no wonder it is a wonder of the world. ok that sentence sounds weird. hah.

she went to three places. belgium on her business trip and then amsterdam and paris on her own account. she was on SIA and she took the latest plane by SIA that the business class seats had beds.. how power is that? all three places seemed so wonderful and very grand especially Paris. and she bought this Versace shades from Paris. omg! i'm in love with it! hahahaha.. its so goin to be mine....

so she went to Madame Tussaud and took pics with all the celebs ranging from brad pitt to angelie to bon jovi to julia roberts and a whole lot of them. how cool is that? erm some of them loooked real while some of them look soo plastic and fake. lol. but brad pitt does look kinda real and yes looking good and swarve. oooo.. and angelina looks sophisiticatedly real too. amazing.

and then it was the Eiffel Tower. she went up there twice, one in the morning and once at night. the view was awsome and it was soo cooling up there. at night, the tower was lighted up and there were twinkle light all over it. how nice. and the picture below is the view from her hotel room balcony. like how awesome is that to be able to see the eiffel tower when you wake up and before you sleep. ahhh..

how romantic it would be to be with your love one there and then he suddenly pops the question.. you now that question. lol.. you noe the "would you marry me" question. haha. ok so i'm just being a lil dreamy there. anyway, it seems like mum's eurotrip was great and now she's thinking of going to other parts of europe alone again. wow.

ok i can't blog too much about mum's trip coz i don reali know much but i'll soon be uploading the pics from her trip so do keep a lookout for it. probably somewhere nx week when i have all the time in the world since its the holidays! and that picture is the toilet of the planet hollywood, paris. how nice of mum to take a pic of it to show us. but imagine toilets in singapore being furnished like that, i bet you lotsa camwhores will be taking their pictures in toilets. well, not that they are not doin that now already. lol.

ok so just now first lesson was Rajan's prmp. and we all planned a surprise for him as his birthday was on 29 dec but since it would be the school holidays then, we decided to do it today. we all let him wait for 10 minutes in class and since we all knew he didn't like people coming late, we all came into class 10 minutes late and of coz, with a huge card with the class's signature on it and with a chocolate cake.. and yes, a cup of coffee too since its his must-have for morning classes.

we're glad he loves it and guess what he said. he said he would have been reallly really mad if the whole class had came in late together but lucky thing, there was a cake coz if not, we would all have got it. so we achieved our aim of making him happy but before that almost pissed. haha.

and the lol-est thing was that we had cakes but no plates or folks to eat but good thing, rajan took it from the pantry and he brought, paper platses, serviettes and drinks too! no wonder we all love rajan! so it was tutorials as normal and since we girl finished the assignment early, we decided to take pics. like durh. and i was wearing specs todae coz my eyes were red like bloodshot red so its better to let my eyes rest. in fact, it has been red since monday. hahaha. how stubborn of me.

and i think i look very much like a decent girl with specs on. hahaha.
ok i'm gonna grab all those chocolates and spend some time with mum.

till den.

lots of love.

2006-12-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

& its the way i do what i do..

so i was early for AM class like finally. i reached at 8am sharp! amazing!! this whole sem, todae was like the 3rd time i was early. the rest were either i was late or i didn't turn up. geez. i suck this sem. attendance and results. all fcuked up. AM lesson was pretty boring as usual and after that MPP lesson was not any better either.

we got back our CA2 marks which are erm quite ok lar even though it could have been better. and some groups were not happy and they went to complain about our group. lol. sourgrapes. then we discussed about mpp CA3 and then we were realased an hr earlier. we slacked around in school, had lunch till 1 before i headed for driving.

didn't go for any lessons last wk so this week i managed to complete 2.o7 and 2.08. wee!~ i have wonderful instructors so that's why i don dread goin for driving lessons. they all make the 140 mins so enjoyable and end so quickly.

anyway, after driving met nat at her bustop before taking a bus to town. then we were waiting for tutz at orchard mrt and some stupid talent scout came to us and forced us to give him our names and numbers. we ignored him, told him off after he kept bugging us and even gave him that 'face' but he insisted and kept on doin it till we got soo pissed. so we gave him fake details. nat was natalie and i was ashley. lol. and of coz we gave him fake hp numbers too.

geezz. i can't stand such scams and there are like soo many of them nowadays at town especially at orchard mrt. c'mon guyz. we all know is crap and bullshit and just a freaking scam to get us to go down to your stupid office and then you will talk us into buying your products or to sign up with your company as models and then pay for our ow portfolio. hello? in the real modeeling agency, it doesn't work that way pls. lol. dumbell.

and to add on, not only are there all this talent scouts a pain, all those people asking for donation, they are just as bad 'pests' too. i'm not talking about the buskers or those diabled people but those teenagers walking around asking for donation. wth. its just another crap too. well probably not all but at least some of them are from what i know coz my friend used to work for such organisations before. lol. how they even think of doin such thing. how unethical.

ok so anyway, that's besides the point. so tutz finally arrived after we waited for like almost 15 minutes. went to taka's macs first coz we were all starving and we all ordered nugget student's meal coz we were all rather broke. lol. and the hot twins, may and choy were there too. they look preetier and more caucasian in person than in tv. nice!

then they followed me to Guess at paragon to change that pig skin belt. and found out that Lan, sabby's friend work there. haha. good one. so yes i managed to change the belt and i hae to add 8 bucks more. but i think this is nicer anyway. wee!~ i'm a happy girl now. and thanks dad for paying for it. love ya! <3>

and so the rest of the time was window shopping and just walking around. then we got real tired so we decided to slack at McCafe, where i bumped into AJ.so there we were at McCafe driking chocolate, eating marshmellows, reading juice and taking pics. haha. i mean what else can we do. and we bumped into a few of my ex-secondary school mates. all of them still look the same though. ok i should start doin my UCCD presentation for tmrw. so for now enjoy the pics.

ok so i had a blast with the girls todae. we'll definitely be hangoing out again real soon. and yes of course i miss my little miss nurul, who's busy at her soon-to-be brother-in-law's conversion of religion. and Glen's new name is Yusuf. i tink its cute. haha. meet up real soon again alrightey babe. be good in school and don miss too many class. =) u noe wad i mean. and stop all that confusion. do what i told u too. u'll be alright if u do. trust me. ok so i just wanna say this:

i love my girlfriends. <3

hehe.. ok so that's it for now.
and mum's coming back tomorrow night!
wee! i wan Belgium chocolates from Belgium please..

soo till den.
lots of love,
the especially retardedly freak.

2006-12-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

& so remember me this way....

I don't need eyes to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
Forever more, a part of me

well i kinda just got home. pretty much tired but i'll take some time to blog a lil. and todae started off rather sucky. firstly, i forgot to bring my ez-link card. geez. and i have mrt concession in it. argh. sch started at 9 and first lesson was prmp lecture and someone just had to mark me late. like seriosuly wtf. so yeah after lesson we had 2 hours break so we headed over to Macdonalds which is like at the other side of our campus for breakfast. but it was worth it anyway coz i shared hotcakes and sausage egg mcmuffin meal with halimah. yum yum.

so sch ended at 6 and dad pick me up from school, along with the kids and then we headed to Cineleisure to catch Open Season which i had booked the tickets for during the 3 hrs break before spec dip lesson. we were at cinema 10. the new one at level 9. omg! its soo small! but everything else is the same as the other cinemas.

so i had a good laugh in there and i think its pretty good for an animation. its soo cute and funny and yes, there is a storyline, which involves emotion. nice. but it was a rather short movie which lasted for only 86 mins. but i like it! haha. and ashton kutcher could really carry that character off well. Open Season get 3.5 stars from me. =)

so after the movies, we walked around a lil at Heeren and i saw my kuzzin working so yes, we got free drinks from him. hahaha. thks dude. soon we left to have dinner at Al-azhar. i ordered nasi goreng ayam merah and was expecting it to be spicy and appetizing but nah uh. the sauce was sweet and the ayam are all cut into small pieces. lol. my sis's ho fun and dad's black pepper rice were nice though.

and recently, erm i tink about a week plus ago i catched Happy Feet with the family too and at vivo. the cinemas are soo freaking cold and i almost got frozen in there. well overall i prefer open season actually even though, mumble is cute. but too bad the show was a lil too draggy and not much of story substance in mu opinion. so Happy feet only gets 2 stars from me. lol.

after watching that, i think i wanna lead the life of a penguin. coz all they do is sing and dance all day long. i wan i wan! haha.. anyway, spec dip class just now was pretty fun. since it was a class called Directing the Actors, we had to act and make it better, it was impromptu. come up with a scene and a dialogue on the spot and u just have to make it flow. pretty fun as compared to listening to Chet giving his lecture. gosh. that's real bad especially when his big ass is kinda distracting. hahaha. ok kidding.

oh yes, talking about spec dip, i just finish the scripted dialogue so that means i completed all spec dip assignments and i am left with mle ca2 on fri, uccd presentation on thurs and eof and prmp which has to be done during the holidays. and when sch reopens, its the mpp event and our eof presentation. omg! somehow its like soo fast. i can hardly believe our year 2 in poly is almost coming to and end. lol. i'm soo gonna miss everyone once we go for our internship in a few months time.

ok so here are just some random pics that faye took from my hp in class. well apparently she finds joy and pleasure flooding my hp with unnecessary pics. lol.

ok so that's all i have for now.
till den.
lots of love.

2006-12-12T02:45:00.000+08:00

& i'm playing my spanish guitar with you lying on my lap under the brightly lit moonlight.

and so as i'm blogging, nurul is there lying on my bed. yes she's sleeping over at my place again. told u we are inseparable and its like my house is almost her second home. lol.

so here i am half doing my assignment and half surfing the net with blog and myspace. lol. yes tell me about it. i'm so lazy to do it especially since its spec dip assignment. i'm supposed to come up with a 5 page script and i think i will do it tmrw. geez. i'm sucha procrastinator. but well, its not my fault that Chet does not push us to submit all the work. haha.

i'm soo lazy to take the extra matress for nurul like how i usually do so i guess tonight we'll be sleeping on the same bed. lol. well we might as well live up to our name of 'hot lesbians' as defined by AJ. lol.

ok so the day went fine except that i was late for class and my attendance for this sem is quite erm bad. i think. anyway met nurul after school at dover last cab and she was half and hour late. silly miss beanie. haha. so we headed to City Hall and went straight to the GUESS boutique at Raffles City coz i wanted to buy the belt there. found it there like thank god coz the one at taka didn't have my size. so paid for it then we went to Marina Square coz some piggy paru wanted to eat KFC. lol. whatever happened to our diet plan?

well our diet plan is to only drink milk/milk shakes and only eay protein, vegetables and fruits for a month and exercise at least twice a week. coz apparently it works. i have this fren at work who used to be 1oo+kg, lsot 45kg in 6 mths just by doin this diet. cool huh. so me and nurul are supposedly trying to start it but i don't see it coming coz just a few minutes before bloggin this, me and nurul were in the kitchen having supper at 1am with bread and chicken curry. lol.

yep we are in my kitchen with my lappy and surprisingly the wireless connection is not bad. haha. and the chicken curry is nice especially coz we are having it with fruit punch. and something hilarious beyond funny happened. its a secret between me and nurul and it goes something like that: 1, 2, 3 and "FIRE!"... hahaha.. ssshh... its soo embarassing lar and we laughed till our stomach wanted to burst.

we reached home ard 9 plus and i told myself i need to do my assignment but i ended up doin something else soo much more fun-ner. we took pics and dance to lotsa songs and even have a video for it. lol. thanks to my sis who became the cameraman and the videoman. and of coz my brother who supplied us with drinks and ice-sticks to suck on and yes, be the soundman who plays and stops the songs. wee!~ i love you both.

so here's the videos of us dancing and crapping. lol. enjoy yeah.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us9uO55qVZA
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BniSgp-suUI

ah huh so we got real tired after that and we jsut sat down and decided to take some ah-lian-like kinda pics. you know those 1-10 kinda style of posing? yes we did just that but we improvise it and made it our own. check it out. hahaha... my fav is number = 8. lol. sorry that its a lil too small.

and this is us pretending to be some hip-hop babes. lol. and oh yes showed dad the Guess belt that i just bought coz he's sponsoring it anyway and wtf! its made of pig leather so yeah. i don't think i wanna wear it now. i swear i'm gonna exchange it for smth else tomorrow. geez. they sooo should have put the sign that it is pig skin in the first place. according to andrew, we can actually sue them and bring them to the small claims court, as we had already learnt in last year's module, legal systems and contracts. haha.

now i suddenly realise how that comes in handy. anyway its a pity i can't wear it. i like it a lot but since its make of miss piggy, how can i wear my own species that has been made into a belt? ok i refer myself to miss piggy since i'm as fat as that now. haha. ok just another one of my extremely lame stuffs.

ok nurul is almost falling asleep with the phone in her hands. haha. i better get going doing my assignment and sleep soon next to miss nurul who's on my bed now. lol.

i miss my mummy who's in Paris right now. <3

so till den.
lots of love.
& i shall blog again tmrw.

2006-12-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Hey wad's up y'all. i'm back blogging again and i'm at work now. haha. yes doin the same old shit like yesterday. its freaking boring here so if anyone's free pls do come be and give me a visit. lol.

so yesterday was with them after work and we went to the LIME sonic bang and bumped into Paul Twohill and Gayle Nerva. ok gotta say this. Paul looks better in person than on tv. haha. so dong , sonia and a few year 1 dmcs were all there too. then junie and jannah left to esplanade while ernie suddenly disappeared. so me, nurul and aj went to hang out at mariott hotel lobby. pretty cool place to chill and hang out. far better than esplanade. haha. so there we were till 11 plus before making a move home.

and thed way back home, junie called telling us about her witnessing some matreps, well actually 2 groups of them running towards each other with parangs. geeez. scary shit. so reach home rather early ard 12 plus as compared to every other saturdays. lol. and on the way home in the mrt, we actually called ravi coz we wanted to know the tune to my chemical romance - welcome to the black parade. haha. nurul actually changed the lyrics and its freakin hilarious. lol.

ok so there's a customer there right now waiting for me to explain some shits about the ipod.
that's all for now folks. don't miss me too much.
will be back again tmrw i hope.

till den.
lots of love.

2006-12-09T17:09:00.000+08:00

You don't need to be loaded to shop coz u can shop for FREE!
- the glitter girls (aka fara and nurul)

ok so its been real long since i last updated and i'm sure some of you all readers have missed me.. ok so there i go again blabbering nonsense as usual, like how i did with man last night coz we both can't slp. hahaha.. so now he has an official name, proudly known as mister manmon. why that? don't ask me. it just came out of our tired and bored brain. hahaha. but talking crap is fun beyond fun-ness. trust me and then you'll end up laughing until your stomach can burst.

and speaking of which, there was this guy, Reed, who added me on msn lat night and we started chatting.. i'm sure you all would be asking so what? well the thing here is that it seems to me and i have this strong feeling he is someone i know and that he just created some new e-mail add so we would chat. hmmm.. but i might be wrong and he might indeed be some nice guy. lol.

sch projects and work have been keeping me away and not forgetting all the time spent with nurul, i'm a little too tired to blog. ok maybe i should say lazy. somehow me and nurul are like inseparable now and we meet almost every single day now and every wednesday night seems to be a routine of nurul sleeping over at my place. but its great coz everyday its a whole different thing and we are kind of trying to not go town as much as possible coz town is such a bore now, including the fact that now i work in town, its even worst actually.

so 6 projects down as of 5pm yesterday. wad a relief and a load of my shoulder. so nx wk, there's 2 more projects due and nx wk is the last wk of sch before my 3 wks of holidays which i will finish it off with work, projects, driving and of course catching up with the girlfriends and spend a lil quality time with my family.

speaking of which, i miss my mum loads. she's now in Europe. she will only be back like nx wk and she's been away since last saturday, where nurul and carl followed me to the airport to send her off together with my family since they had no where else to go. and carl looks like a girl in this pic. lol. that's the last picture i took with mum before she went in. mummy i miss you pls!!

we have been keeping in touch through sms and once-in-a-bluee-moon calls coz its freaaking expensive to call from there... the other time, a 10 minute call mum gave us cost her 180 bucks sing dollars. its that crazy or what.. and mum told me cab fare there cost her $60! gosh..its soo expensive lar and she warned us earlier that she won't be doin much shopping for us considering all the things are a lil expensive. but its ok as long as mum have fun and will be back hoome soon.

its kinda weird without mum around coz mum hardly travels around and to make things worst, last two days, dad had an urgent call that he has to go to KL last tues til fri.. so me and my sis and bro were all alone at home with our maid and granpa only. and every evening granny drops by too with the cousins. how swit. and little miss nurul drop by on tues night but when home and on wed, met her after school and she came over again. we had a blast.

watched some french movie and eating lots and lots like a pig. haha. you really don wanna noe what we ate the whole day. ice-creams, snacks, maggi, pancakes, prata, cakes and yada yada.. geez. aniwae, she didn't plan to sleepover but both of us were still doin our assignment at 11pm so i told her to just sleepover since its kinda late to go home. so there we were doin our assignment and talking to our simei-ans till 3am before we fall asleep coz we had morning class the next day.

thursday was just a boring day at school and then rushed home after that to finish off uccd project which was due yesterday. yesterday was simply fantastic. went to school together with nurul coz since our schools are nearby, my at dover and hers at queenstown. and also since i had to pass her her sweater which she left at my place and she had to pass me the box of contacts which i had asked her to buy for me since my tore on thur night when i was removing as i reach home from school. that suck as in my contact lenses tearing. i'm almost broke coz i just realised i lost my 50 bucks somewhere in the house but donno where is it and still had to buy a new pair of contact lenses. grr.

anyway, as i was saying, on fri after school. which we had our stupid human resource gems presentation, met nurul and headed to Vivo CIty. it was our first time there together, coz we've both been there so many times but never together. haha. ironic considering we are always together. so it was forever 21 grand opening and they had Carrie Chong and Shan Wee there as host.

and guess wad me and nurul got? $90 worth of forever 21 vouchers each! hahahah.. syiok rite? here's how we got it. first was because we won this competition where we ahd to dress a mannequin up to represent forever 21 and the crowd was the judge. the crowd love ours and even Carrie Chong came up to us to say that she like our design a lot.

a few of the DMC people were there among the crowd too and they helped to cheer for us. thanks guys. farid, bob, ifah and all. haha.. and now if u go to the forever 21 outlet at vivo, you can see our design in the store coz they like it and so they display it. hah. how's that for a fashion guru like me and nurul?? hehehe. ok just messing.

and after that, was a fashion show and all the models were soo tall and hot. so with all that vouchers, we spent 2 hours in forever 21 choosing tops, accesories and everything. so we left the store with a big smile on our face and that's how the quote for my entry beginning came about. wee!~ and that only apply to lucky girls like us. somehow almost the whole world was at vivo yesterday. bumpeed into safwan and his kuzzins then nat and man then the DMC people then halimah and her friends and blah blah blah. haha. so yes yesterday was a blast.

so that was my this week's updates. a few more updates and i will end this entry. i promise. its been a long and draggy entry but what do you expect when i haven't been blogging for so long. haha. and guess what? i typed this whole entry at work!!!! yes i am working now. well its not thar everytime i can do this but its just that today i'm at this small outlet at taka instead of my usual outlet at cineleisure. haha. and thanks mr ravi walkman for entertaining me with all your humour. lol.

recently, the girls had a trip over to Ministry of Sound or better known as MOS. it was me, nurul and nat and then more joined us later. dan, alipo, fira, nicole and hmm can't remember who else. nat was with fira most of the time so basicallly i was with nurul the whole night. we boogy-woogy the whole night till 4am non-stop and only stop for drinks. then we got really tired and our legs were almost breaking and to make things worst, i wore the wrong shoe, which was a little tight. well i knew it was tight but i just wanted it to match my outfit you see. hahs.

and wad you see there is my new MNG black skinnys. nice? hehe. so we took a Merz cab home together with alipo and we girls were still hungry so we cooked maggi and only slept at 6am! haha. and our picture appeared at www.nighlife.sg. and surprisingly a lot of people have been telling me they saw it. haha. i mean i didn't know people actually bother to go and look through the pics there. lol. our next clubbing trip, we want to try out Butter factory instead. well apparently some people say its better than MOS so we want to check it out.
[/edit: and we didn't had any pics when we inside MOS because i brought a camera but without the memory card! how smart of me. lol.]

the other wednesday, met nurul after school again and she followed me to wisma coz i needed to repair my earphones and guess how long we had to queue??? 2 hours! yes it was freaking long to the point we got tired of standing we just sat on the floor, took pics until we got tired of it and shared a butter bun. lol. then finally it was my turn and they actually gave me a whole new set of earphones. good thing they did that at least the 2 hours wait was worth it.

by then it was already 5 plus and since we are so sick of town we went down to bedok to meet up with the simei-ans to watch mr dollah in his takraw tournament. we learnt a whole lot of new things about that sport and of coz me and nurul had the weirdest journey to the toilet. you know i know. lol. so we left ard 10 plus and they sent us to tampines bus interchange where we have a direct bus back home to both yishun and woodlands.

hmmm. i think this should be enough for now. its rather long. haha.. and i typed all this at work. is this cool or wad? but nx wk i won't have this pleasure coz i'll be back at the store at cine. soo i guess that's all now and little miss nurul just popped nx to me. haha. she said hi. she's in town waiting to meet junie so she decided to drop by to meet me. how sweet. so there we are messing with the imacs at my workplace that come built-in with a camera. hahaha.. i look more retarded than normal.

ok so will be meeting her and the rest after work.
so till den. lots of love.

2006-11-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

So dont hold me down cause im gonna fly

& that's a pic from last saturday at the esplanade by paru-panu. so its the first week of school after our so called 2 weeks break which i don even call it a term break. e-learning week and CA week is not break you dumbell. i have no idea why but dumbell is like my new favourite vocab lately.

halo dumbell.

2 days of school have passed and its normal except for the fact that Rajan will be replacing her! cool-ness.. and i didn't receive a call from Ms Claire so that means i passed my PRMP CA1!!!! hahaha.. that is absolute cool shit. well but maybe its a border line case and why am i not surprised. and spec dip classed have been fun-ner then last's sem coz this sem its 'directing the actors' as compared to last sem when it was 'scriptwriting'. and there has been lotsa roleplaying and acting in class, which is quite fun.

besides school, the weekend were great.

saturday was pretty packed with the little kuzzin's birthday party in the afternoon till late evening before heading to town to meet the girlies. the kuzzin's party was a hawaiian theme but then again i didn' really follow the theme and came in black and white. but hey i had leaves on my top. is it counted? lol. the food and the games were fabulous but the best had to be the birthday cake and of course the cute little birthday girl.

* and i think the cake is like super cute for a 1-yr old birthday party.
*and that's me and sis with the birthday girl, Anis Qistina.<3
*pretty hawaiian girl at the party,Insyirah
*with the close kuzzin, Adlyn
*and that's with the mum. i think we look alike especially here.
left there around 7pm and dad dropped me off at town since the family were also going to be walking ard in town too. so met nurul and junie at taka where the guyz were there too mp3-ing, smoke-ing and psp-ing. and later jannah joined with her bf and we decided to leave the guyz coz i wanted to go shopping. and guess wad?? i finally got myself a black skinny jeans from Mango.

at first i was torn between a grey Topshop or the black Mango but i settled for the black Mango coz i think it is easier to match and its freaking comfortable!!! trust me! go try one.. far more comfortable then my 3 other levi's. its so comfortable you can even squat with it as claimed by eleine. but its true! i tried doin that in the fitting room! lol. and its pretty affordable too.

after i got the jeans, i told mum to go try and she ended up buying one too but of course a nicer verison of mine. haha. its so comfy u can't resist it! and i got myself a Topshop top too. just a normal printed basic in hotpink. yay! retail theraphy is like the best thing to do! seriously!

so after the shopping, junie got hungry and we headed to pastamania coz junie wanted to eat it soo much. only junie ate coz me and nurul were already full. and that was where we saw the 2 emo couple.. it was little miss am-i-ly. awww. how sweet of you both to walk hand-in-hand.

next destination was marina square and then esplanade where we met with safwan and gang and the other guyz like fajar, aj, hamdan etc. hang out till the last train home and i nearly missed my last bus from woodlands interchange. geez. and fajar is called mr ting tong. aj is mister dvd. sorry dude but i will pass u the dvds soon k. and eh ting tong don act shy in front of camera lar.

so that was the saturday in short without much elaboration and that's just like a summary of the pics coz for me to upload all is a bit too many! hah.

and sun was working at ishop by club21, the one at cineleisure. yes people i got a new job but i'm still thiking of sentosa of whether should i still go on or not. i just got this job like a week ago. and the place is pretty fine with friendly people and nice uniforms, if u noe wad i mean. so yeah, i'll be there every weekends from now on. come find me. hah.

and this is my current addiction after i heard on the radio recently and i have been singing it to the classmates everyday to the point that they are almost goin crazy! hahaha.

I'm a Barbie girl in the Barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic
You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Come on, Barbie, let's go party

recognised the song?? yes! it is a super old song in the 1997 and its called Barbie Girl by Aqua. ok so tmrw after school have lotsa things planned up including japanese lunch and will be hitting the club with the girlfriends later for ladies night.

and so yes barbie, let's go party!

so till den.
lots of love, dumbell.

ps: intoxique has been updated with new stuffs. =)

2006-11-17T12:23:00.000+08:00

If I'm dreaming, never wake me up
Cause this feeling, takes me to the top

so was over at the paru's place ydae.. just in case you wondering who is paru goreng, it is little miss nurul. just found out ydae that she loves paru! and guess what, i do too! paru is soo nice! and that bunny ears belong to her. cute ain't it? and check out my hair. told u its short and thin.

got various comments from a few ppl. haha.. but personally i don't really like it and hoping for it to grow a lil longer before its nice. and so sandy said i look very hollywood and halimah said i look like an actress and nurul said i look ok and mummy said i look like a very chinese. hmm.. so wad does it all say? i donno myself. its actually a lil like bob but its not. it was just supposed to be a trim but it turned out different so i went to cut it again and the only way to improvise it was to cut it shorter.

ok enuff bout all this hairy issues. so finance paper ydae was like shit. reali bad. but i'm to blame for studying for it for like only an hr or so. but thank god its only 10% of the whole module weightage. after the paper, went over to nurul's place as mentioned earlier. had a blast there and she was just as bad as me. she had her economics paper todae but she touched her book at all yesterday. hah. but seriously, economics suck! been there, done that. so don blame her too.

and so we took like almost a 100 picturers just being in her room alone. and danish had to be our photographer for a few of the shots. and had dinner over there and accompanied danish watching nickelodeon..

and guess i'll be home the whole day todae. was supposed to be out with nat but i turned lazy when i started becoming a potato couch watchin channel E! on cabel tv. gosh. sorry babe but good thing she had a back-up plan of goin out with man so it didn't make me feel guilty.. meet up soon okie, tmrw or smth.. coz i'll be busy again soon with all the projects flowing in.

oh yes, so Mr Bush is here. how great. and nat said smth that made me go "oh ya!"... hahaha.. i think its funny coz u noe y, all of us should better be careful.. mr bush is here so someone else is here too... wait! not someone else.. a whole troop of them! and its scary! go figure. i'm gonna need my water gun now.

ok i don't really have much to blog about and i need to go get a shower now.
so till den. lots of love.

i want to be remembered as the girl who can brighten up your day even if she can't brighten hers.

2006-11-16T12:05:00.000+08:00

and so as i fell and left,
it was the end of everything.

so i'm back again but with nothing to blog abt actually but here's something taken from clarise and faye's blogs. it striked me a lil. i like it. sorry guyz for the copyright issues. lol.

from clarise's blog:

What if one day, a stranger comes up to you and say "I can grant you three things."

"One, i can give you a chance to make up for a mistake you once did.
Two, i can let you return to the past for one day.
Three, i can give you the fate to meet someone who left your life."

Would you make a right decision this time round?

from faye's blog:

They asked me about my past, my life before all this, and the people who have made an impact in my life.

I wrote your name down.

And you have no idea..

think about it. esp the one from clarise's blog. its like:
#1 - life is all just about making choices. and sometimes we make the wrong choices. sometimes the wrong choices ends up right but sometimes its wrong and really wrong and then no way back and there's no point even regretting.

#2 - life is all about making mistakes. if you don make mistakes you think you know everything and that's when you fall even harder. i guess that's how u learn along the way. u fall and then you pick yourself up again and continue the journey of life and live what has been set for you..

#3 - the one in your life right now that you think is the one might just turn out not to be "the one". but who is exactly "the one" for you? there is no exact "the one" for everyone. it can be anyone and along the way you shape them to be the best and "the one" for you.
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ok enough of all this. so phylosophical. sometimes its better to not think too much about such stuffs. coz then only can u enjoy life more and "be happy and be merry".

so now i'm feeling all bare. super thin and short hair. eyelash extension removed. gosh. like new born baby of that sort. so had the eyelash extension especially for the hari raya and it lasted me for about 3 weeks plus and it cost mum $80 and me $20 for touch-ups. the shop is somewhere at bugis and this is like already the second time i return to her. remember the other time i did, somewhere in early january i think. but its pretty good i must say. it only takes me 10 minutes to make-up with those on.

* and so this is how it looks like. looks quite natural actually just like u put tons of mascara. this is called wild wild lashes style. they have a few types and the price ranges from $60-$100.
* this is how it looks like with the eyes close from the top view and see i told you it looks natural.
* this was the first time i did and its slightly a different style from the second one. and this one cost $60. but yes the second one is nicer coz she used a new form of technology from Japan.

ok so if you like the look of long, volumnized and curled lashes, there are other cheaper alternatives besides eyelash extension. yes durh mascara is good too. good brands that works for me include estee lauder, maybelline, fasio, fiber-wig etc. and of coz the best for me is mixing the fiber-wig with estee lauder. just in case you are wondering, fiber-wig can be bought as sasa.

so d other alternative would be falsies. well i'm not reali into falsies coz its a bit leceh but you can try it for yourself. i mite give it a shot soon when i have all the time in the world too. shu umera has nice ones and its prettty affordable too coz it can be reused.

ok enough about lashes. let's talk about eye make-up. there are diiferent types of eye make-up, one for day and for night. for day it is usually the basics and not too loud coz it meant for work or school. as for night, that's when all the glitter and loud, striking colours come in handy. and check out one of my night eye make-up i tried doing. and this is of course witout the eyelash extension.

and besides mascaras, glitters and eyeshadows, eyeliner plays an important role in eye male-up too. its the one that makes the eyes look different and it is important because it defines the eyes and of course make smaller eyes look bigger and make sleepy eyes look more awake. if your eyes are big, den only apply eyeliner at the outer edges coz if not your eyes can be seen from a mile away. seriously.

ok i'm not a pro make-up artist so i shan't go on sounding like as if i know so much. haha. and plus i need go shower and get readi for sch! yikes! finance paper! if i tell you how much i studied for it, you'll freak out! 1 freaking hour only. believe it or not.

ok so before i go, here's something done by clarise in her world of boredom.

so till den.
lots of love.

2006-11-15T20:36:00.000+08:00

so i'm gonna keep walkin
though it may seem far...

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well oh well. so what do we have here. hmmm.. a picture of me taken a few days ago with my mum's hat and gloves she bought especially for her europe trip. haha. nice ey? its sucha pity we can't wear such stuff here at sunny singapore. jeans, skirts, shorts with t-shirts and tank tops or the most dresses only in s'pore. tsk tsk. imagine boots, trench coats, hats etc. how glam just like in The Devil Wears Prada. =)

so two papers down and one more final paper tmrw. how wonderful. but not exactly so.... wad a pity. coz PRMP paper was fine but MLE was bad. just bad. like realy bad. bad bad. ok i think you et my drift here... geezz. it sucks. i think i screwed a lil and bullshitted my way through a lil too much. just hoping for the best though. we got back MPP results just now and my group got 73.. not excellent but its not bad either. so pretty ok with it.

and tomorrow's finance paper. haven started yet but i don really care coz its just 10% unlike the other 2 papers which were 20%.. and plus the paper is at 3pm tmrw so can wake up early tmrw and study hard. there's not much to study for it anyway so ain't that worried. hehehe..

i could still go for driving after the paper just now and gosh. its was super funny. the instructor was soo damn joker and with all those funny happenings around us, i just couldn't take it that i stopped the car by the road and laugh my ass off!!! i can't possibly laugh it all out while driving coz once i swerved a lil to much while doing so. haha.. it was dat funny. trust me. u should have been there to understand why it was sooo damn bloody funny.

and i already passed my final theory in first attempt! haha. happy! coz i had to take my evaluation 5 times before passing so i was worried had to take my final theory 5 times too! lol. and i realised the only reason why i had to take it 5 times was because i only did 3 practice booklets instead of 12! lol how smart of little miss farah. so i just booked my TP practical test and its like in freaking april lar. gosh. soo damn long! oh well.

after driving met nurul and sandy at lot 1 where we wondered ard and chilled before we got bored and went over to causeway point instead where we spent a heck of a long time waiting for sandy to decide on her bag. hah. picky and choosy sandy. told u choosing a bag is hard.

and sandy darling, we have been spending 3 consecutive days together. how sweet. lol. but its great fun with ya lah china minah. hahaha. mon was lunch at subway and studying session at pacific cafe together with fitri along. and oh the hot chocolate there is lovely. followed by dinner at LJS and shooping at marina square. tuesday was studying at holland v together with fitri again and nurul too, which was like a rather short one though coz we all got lazy. lol.

and oh yes i just went to cut my hair ydae coz it was too thick and too long to style. and omg! i look like some stupid girl from china lar!! too thin and too short! oh gosh! its really bad. wasted my 30 bucks!!! and i'm broke now... any kind soul wanna donate some cashflow to this poor girl here?

so dan asked to hit the clubs todae with his polymates together with nurul and nat but nah uh boy. sorry wrong timing lar. i got a paper tmrw dude.. haha. so nx wed it shall be.. if u not coming, prolly only the girls would go then. hahs.

its wednesday night,
its ladies night,
and the feelings right,
ohhh wad a night.

ok so its the lyrics from atomic kitten there if u can tell. and tmrw after the paper, gonna meet nunu at vivocity. wee!~ haven met her for about a week or so i think.. and we're gonna have fun tmrw for sure.

talking about vivo, i was there like 3 times in a week! beat that. haha. on tuesday was there to catch the "the departed" (which is quite a nice movie with a prefect unexpected twist at the end.. love it!), on thurs was there with mum shooping and finally on sun was there with the whole family. had a blast of a time and a wonderful dinner. yum yum. and here are some snapshots from sunday.

* all 3 of us

*snap with bro #1 - candid

*snap with bro #2 - smile

*snap with bro #3 - bro has a "steamy" face on.

*notice that the word "opening" is short of "O" and thus making it "pening" which is soo very the sajak for my mum who is always pening - (headache in english).

and so that's me in a dress. yes a dress. its like the first time i wore a dress out. ok i wouldn't count a denim dress as a dress. so yes this is the first. i bought this dress like long ago but only wore it for the first time on sun. hahaha.. wasn't so weird after all. and its pretty comfortable actually coz its all airy inside. if u noe wad i mean. haha.

but not sure if i can wear this dress out again coz my wonderful maid just stained it and the beige flowers are not blue! got that! blue! the colour ran or smth she said. oh tt's wad they always say. haizz.

ok i think i should get going with finance studies and start on my specialist dip assignment.
so yeah. till den. lots of love.

2006-11-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

thought you where something different
that's when it all just fell apart

well i'm not perfect
just all messed up
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sorry for the lack of updates.. its been really a while.. all the hari raya outings, school and driving have been keeping me away.. so before its too late, SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all. haha. yes i noe its a lil too late.. but better late than never i suppose.

hari raya outings have been taking up most of my time but its been great.. i skipped the whole week of school on the first week of hari raya.. haha. how nice. and guess wad? i'm stil not really done with visiting yet.. so i guess this weekend will be the last and finale for this year.. and last fri was outing with the friends and last sun was the hari raya open house for friends and schoolmates. thks to all who came and those who didn't it was a pity but its ok. and check out the blisters on my feet thks to the new heels and walking too much. hahs.

for more hari raya pics,
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos

so i'll be home the whole day todae eventhough i'm suppose to be in school for some event rehearsal and project meetings but i woke up with a super bad headache so i decided to stay home.. this week is e-learning week and it sucks.. so much extra work.. gees. i rather be in school than do all this assignments.. whoever came up with this "brilliant" idea ought to be shot..
and next week is like CA week.. 3 papers waiting for me when i've not even started studying.. gosh.. i'm as close as dead... prmp, mle and eof papers. hmm... its not funny at all that i noe nuts about all this module except for maybe mle and a lil of eof.. just in case you are wondering, PRMP is Public Relation Management Practice, MLE is Media Law & Ethics and EOF is Essentials of Finance. sounds fun to you? you gotta be kidding.

all the other project presentations were done and MPP was not as bad as expected, well somehow or rather, eventhough we were all rather last minute... so that's the group and those posters were all done by me the night before the presentation... i slept at freaking 3am and woke up at 6am.. haha.. that explains the eyebags... lol..

and just recently, it was halloween... a few from another dmc class came all dressed up... walking ard school and attending lectures and class like that.. pretty cool i would say. so that's about all for school updates..
as for my driving, this friday is my final theory test and i'm already at stage 2 for practical.. its going fine and driving is so much fun.. my mcdonalds-head girlfriend, nurul, is going to enrol pretty soon too after the exams.. weee. so soon enough we can go together..

alrites, i'll be back for more updates but now i got to go get my shower.
till den. lots of love.

2006-10-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

Come on closer.

I used to like to walk the straight and narrow line
I used to think that everything was fine
I'd like to sit and gaze for days through sleepless dreams
I wonder what tomorrow has in mind for me

If you should see me walking
Through your dreams at night
Would you please direct me
Where I ought to be

**************************

Wednesday it is today. short day at sch every wednesdays.. 8am to 1pm only. advertising mangement class followed by media promotional publicity. i'm beginning to like andrew ang. i tink his lessons are funny coz he's so animated and full of crap, as in he is always able to make us laugh. and he's ties are all so cool with wild prints. his hair, somehow always manges to stay in place, like as if its a wig. lol.

finance tutorials are like penmanship lessons back then in primary school. he is training our handwriting. gosh. its dumbness beyond absolute dumbness. the questions in the tutorial are so damn bloody simple coz its so straight forward that all the answers are found in the lecture notes where u just copy and paste everything from lecture notes to the foolscap. the only difference in all our answer scripts is the handwriting. cool? yes. penmanship it is.

ok enuff about sch. except for the fact that i've been bored to death in lectures to the point that even drawing faces on my fingers makes me happy. lol. yes i'm pathetic. haha. look. pretty babe, cool dude, crook and nerd. which one do you wanna be? gosh. i'm getting lamer day by day.

by the way, after sch, chico invited me over but nah uh. i don wanna get too close to people who already have a "gf".. well, god knows if its for real. i just don get why are u trying so hard? does it make you happy? does is satisfy you by lying to the world and yourself? jees.. wad a confused child you are.

so in the end, we all headed to Vivo City coz they were all craving for Carl's JR thanks to prmp tutorials ydae.. then we walked ard and stuffs.. not that big actually.. its nth like this mall at KL, one utama.. dat shopping centre is wad i call big. i tink vivo city is just like another suntec. except that it is better coz all our sort of brands like F21, Topshop, Zara and all those, u get my drift are all placed near to one another..

so you just walk in a zig-zag manner in and out of the shops and i sure u won't miss a single shop. and the F21 there is huge! i'm glad i'm broke coz if not i would have gone crazy looking at all the tops and bags! i need to buy a bag!! Gap seems nice and i like the black jeans from there too.. well, i've been looking for a nice pair of black jeans but just can't seem to find a nice pair anywhere.. recommendations anyone?

Pull and bear another new brand, which if i'm not wrong is under Zara, is also there.. the clothes are not bad except that i think i would stick to Zara. somehow or rather. lol. and talking about Zara, they are hiring so i tried for the part-time post but nah uh.. ain't gonna take it.. 44hour a week! crazy! that's more like a full time already. oh well.

so the rest of vivo city was fine and i like the tiles. just like marina square's except that its white. lovely. the atrium at the top and the waterfront area, i swear its gonna be the next esplanade sooner or later... but its nice and breezy.. i don't mind it at all except for the fact that the haze is a bit of a turn off to stick around there for too long.

and later towards the evening i left them for facial. since my usual place is under renovation i decided to try out this new place. its called Pink Parlour. yes, bimbotic as it seems, like leonard would say. the whole concept is very girly and very pink. durh. it was ok except that its a lil far from Clarke Quay MRT. about 10-15 mins walk. but since the ambience and the facial treatment was good, i didn't mind it at all except that i'm wondering if i should stick to mine or switch to this. check out the website.

http://www.pinkparlour.com.sg/index.html

after facial, dad picked me up and together with mum, we headed to IKEA coz mum needed to get some basic stuffs for the house. ooo i just love the cake from the cafe there. yum yum. then we headed to Al-ameen to have our late break fast at 9 plus. yes it was a lil too late but who cares.

so that was my wedenesday. yesterday was tuesday and tomorrow would be thursday. another short day at school and after sch, gonna get my eyebrows done. wee. but the only thing is that tmrw is elective day, which is a pity that i didn't get creative digital art(cda) and got understanding cross cultural diveristy(uccd) instead thanks to balloting. uccd is such a bore. i would have prefered cda anytime for sure. indeed, its unfair.

so its already 2.10am now. i should be heading to bed if not i would be eating my sahur with my eyes close. but before that, please agree with me that WentWorth Miller from Prison Break is hot. somehow he looks better bald. just like nenna from ANTM... she definitely looks better bald too. and pls, i hate jade! annoying bitch. Joanie and Sarah are my favs nw coz too bad mollie sue is out.

orite i really should get going. its already 2.37am. till den. lots of love.

ps: Intoxique has been updated. =)

2006-10-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

In the end it doesn't even matter.

so lack of updates as usual... been caught up with lots of stuffs and have been wondering about things that affect all of us.

1) funny how some people only come looking for you when they need you and forget you later.

2) funny how some people think they are so "in" when they're sooo "out".

3) funny how some people tries so hard to be nice to everyone and wants to fit in but fails.

4) funny how some people are hyprocrites but behaves like they are so innocent.

5) funny how some people treats you so nice but hates you.

6) funny how some people wants you but not love you.

7) funny how some people are so selfish and yet hates selfish people.

8) funny how some people like so many songs but not know a single one of the titles.

9) funny how some people can copy someone else's style and still feel good wearing it.

10) funny how some people can be "gay" but touches girls like how a normal guy would.

11) funny how some people keep saying they are busy when all they ever do is nothing.

12) funny how some people think its cool to wear shades in indoor places or worst, at night.

13) funny how some people think its nice to carry your girlfriend's handbag.

14) funny how some people can wear so many branded stuffs on them when its all just fake.

15) funny how some people tries so hard to prove its real when its so obvious its a lie!

16) funny how some people have everything in everyone ever wants, but is not happy.

17) funny how some people spends so much money on stuffs but still don't get the attention.

18) funny how some people wear such revealing stuffs when they are fat and thinks is sexy.

19) funny how some people seems to know everything but no nuts about everything.

20) funny how some people waste time reading stuffs that they don't need to know like this.

okay that was just some random shit.. some of it really annoys me but some are just crap. aniwae, enuff said. so the haze has been sucha pain and i feel like i'm in Genting or smth coz everything seemed like its covered with "clouds"... oh how wonderful if it was for real. but its haze! PSI todae 123, the latest i saw. goodness! blow wind blow. no more haze pls.

i just completed my scriptwriting CA presentation which is due like tmrw. and guess where i wrote my story? i wrote it at work.. i have been tryin to write for the past days but only managed to finally get inspiration at work. how wonderful. my sorry is like so depressing.. gosh. everyone dies. hah.

and talking abt work, last sun was like my last day coz i will be stopping for a month or more to enjoy hari raya and just relax a lil.. or maybe get a new job.. hmm.. so the days have been good and fasting have been sucha breeze. felt almost like a blink of an eye. 5 more days and its already the end of fasting mth. how fast is that.

so ravi's bdae celebration on thurs was good.. met the whole bunch of guyz, ken, iman, kolin, rudy, alipo, vin and blah blah blah at cine after school, where ravi was still in the movies then. chill out waiting for ravi to finish his movies before heading to LJS for dinner. bumped into boya dere.. velvet bear is still big. lol. ok so ravi treat us to dinner where they cheated us on fries.. wtf.

then it was just chilling all the way there and slowly more joined... the most striking thing that happened was ken putting my bangle into his freakin boxers and then rubbing the bangle on ravi's face! how gross... but that's the best birthday present for ravi all his life i bet. he said it felt like as if he gave a blow. hahaha. and thank god i got another of that bangle. coz i soo didn't wan it back.

friday was an extremely long boring day... sch started at 8.. media law and ethics class.. how interesting. and we had 2 hour break after that, where we headed to jurong east for lunch before heading back to school for lecture and gems.. for god's sake.. i'm in human resource gems!!! its like the "best" thing that happen to me.. its boring beyond boring.

so after school met nizar to break fast together before heading to BBDC for our practical lessons. well durh. obviously he's at a higher stage then i am. i'm only in stage 1 unlike him, who's already in stage 5 or smth. lol.. but practical lesson was so fun.. i went out on the roads todae.. not just circling in the circuit... it was super fun-ness! so it ended at 9.30 and he sent me back home before taking a bus back to tampines. poor boy. =)

saturday was stay home day helping dad to paint! yes i painted my room, the living room and all.. ok not perfect coz dad still had to go over it to cover my bad painting skills. haha.. den in the evening, we all went into JB coz mum wanted to buy the hari raya cookies. well i didn't want to go at first coz the jam and all just puts everything off. she managed to drag me aniwae though.

my hari raya's preparations are going fine.. how's urs? well this year not much buzz about it. and i only went geylang once. past years i use to go there like at least almost 8 times or more.. i'm not really looking forward to it like how i did years back. i wonder if any of you guyz feel the same way too. lol.

hmm.. its getting late and i soo should be slp'g soon coz i have early morning class tmrw. wad a pain. i hate the stupid timetable generator machine. always giving us shitty timetables.. so the eyes are slowly closing.. its my bedtime already. so till den. lots of love.

2006-10-12T00:05:00.000+08:00

I need a miracle. well, that's just a song title actually. Plus one has wonderful tunes. and currently addicted to Cassie's Long Way To Go. Donno bout u guyz but its so addictive. check out that pic above. quite and old pic and i look super chubby and i dare say, young too! hahaha. aww.. how i look so innocent and angelic. well i am in fact. ok let's stop all this self-praising b4 u guyz start puking and pressing alt+f4. hah.

and oh yes, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY HANDSOME MARIO, RAVIVARMAN S/O ANBALAGAN. Love u bitch! and cya tmrw. =)

so todae, sch ended early.. went to dhoby with nurul coz she needed to get smth and boom! i bought another top again! its a long-sleeve shirt from Fox.. gosh! i'm soo not supposed to be shopping anymore, well at least that's what i told myself coz i need to spend money on other more important stuffs. yada-yada.

its horrible coz in a week, i've already bought 3 tops. one from F21, one from Topshop and this new one from Fox. hmmm. and that's only tops excluding all the other stuffs i bought too. retail theraphy is fun but i guess its getting the worst of me. i need to learn how to save money pls! anyone can give me coaching on that? lol.

so there we were walking around in Plaza Singapura and bumped into naz zozi... always bumping into him in school and sorry i always don't hear you calling me. haha. then we walked again and discovered this Japanese shop, Daiso. everything for 2 bucks. quite amazing. sorry but we both a bit "jakon"... and they sell almost everything. coolness.

then headed off to meet nizar and spent the time with him in the library watching DVDs to kill time coz he was supposed to be working and can only clock out at 5 before we go off to town for movie. so there we were watching A Walk To Remember. not bad at all and the storyline was sweet and smooth. the songs in it were totally nice. and that were the only thing keeping both of us awake actually. haha.

so when it was finally 5, he clocked out den we headed to town. went to watch World Trade Center.. hmm and i wld only give it a 2.5/5. quite boring coz it was a story of 2 policeman who got stucked den rescued den happy ending. lol. i tot there wld be more action and more drama. wad a pity. and oh yes, bumped into dinky, ravi, ken and dan at cine. dan finally cut his hair! u look so much better like dat! seriously.. and ken dyed his hair a little strands here and dere. ok cool too.

oritey anyways, there's so much to blog but so little time. and this has been a boring entry. its late and i need to go get some beauty sleep coz those eyebags and dark circles are sucha bother. btw, i'm having my first practical driving lessson tmrw! wee! i already pass the basic theory test. kinda excited but nervous too. wish me luck! ok i'm all set to sleep with the blankies covering me now. till den. lots of love. good night my prettyheads. sweet dreams.

2006-10-10T11:17:00.000+08:00

Currently tuning in to Christina Aguilera's tunes. all the tunes in her new album, Back to Basic, is soo sexy. thank god sis actually went to buy it. love u crazy girl. and of coz, i love my new scent, Gucci Envy Me.

every now and then i change my scent eventhough i have a few favourites. from Escada Magnetic Beat, to Anna Sui White Dolly, to Lancome Miracle, to Ralph Lauren Romance, to Bvlgari BLV and now to Gucci Envy Me... nice. can i shower with it pls? lol.

Lots of retail theraphy and movies lately have been leaving me almost broke but still surviving. and i somehow suddenly have the craving for Cedele's cakes. Leonard pls take me there since u're like oh-so-evil.. always tempting me with it while i'm fasting.

Oh gosh its been almost a month since i last update. pardon me but so many things have been keeping me busy. school, work, fasting month and all. but today i'm finally free to update. coz classes have been cancelled today. how lovely. and it was oh-so-nice to wake up late after so long. all those early morning rise and shine was sucha pain.

Anyway, on a lighter note, its already 2 weeks past fasting month.. which means hari raya coming soon. makcik duit collection please. hah. and of course, the friends birthdays all coming soon. ravi's in 2 days and the beloved girlfriend, nurul's is in 12 more days. so excited. babe, if u reading this, pls hint hint what u want. coz i have no idea what to get you at all. lol.

So school has been a bore at first but lately its been fine, well at least trying to think so. but with all the assignments and projects starting to flow in, its not sounding good at all. its only the 3rd week in sch, and we already have assignments. hmph. and the worst part, this sem is gonna be so long, 12 weeks! instead of the normal 7 weeks. oh well. at least we'll have 3 weeks of holidays in dec.

And talking about dec, the parents are going on a honeymoon to europe in dec, to celebrate their 20 years anniversary. how sweet. aww. and that day while tagging long with mum to get all the cold winter wear, i was all green with envy coz she bought all those stylish, chic long trenchcoats and fur coats. how i wish we can wear all those stuffs here in Singapore. but nah uh. we are in the middle of the earth, equator! no 4 seasons. wad a pity.

Oh well. Anyway, haven met the girlfriends for quite some time and i miss them alreaady esp my prettyhead, nurul and junie. only the other day, met up with nat and the other day with diy. with nat was walking around town shopping and eating and of course trash-talking and people-looking was absolute funness. and i went for a hair-cut too at super cuts. ok not really a hair cut. just a fringe cut and a slight trim at the back. and we agreed that the hairstylist was not bad looking. hah.

with diy, was a whole diff deal. met her aftr sch to break fast at newton. it was almost empty when we reached at 6 plus but as soon as it was 7, the crowd started buzzing in. we had cute 10 sticks of satay on a tiny plate. how pathetic. hah. but we didn't wan to be greedy so yeah. and we had our own meal each. den headed to far east for a little window shopping and off to ngee ann city coz we were both craving for cheese fries. and we agreed that if anyone who goes to kfc without buying cheese fries, its a big crime. lol. and of coz i still remembered. the day after this, where i ate 1 cheese fries, i had 2 boxes of cheese fries again! hah. now that's not only crazy but also fattening!

and besides these, have been catching a lot of movies too lately. all were not bad but pls don watch POSSESSED. its the dumbest and lamest movie pls. like seriously. i don't think anything can be worst than this. no proper storyline. no sense. and worst, it started of with almost something like porn, den off to lesbianism and den the girl becoming a vampire. hahaha... but it was worth paying the money since we did laugh thanks to the stupidness of it. lol.

hmm. at this point, i have no idea what else to blog about coz i'm thinking if i should go out with the clique or not today. i'm in the lazy mode where i just wanna be at hm, lie on the bed with the laptop on my lap, have the air-con on and the blinds down, turn on the lamp shade, burn some aroma-theraphy and of coz, cakes and chocolates next to me. and then pamper myself with a nice long shower, face mask, nail painting and a nice massage from the massage chair in mum's room. how about that.

so i guess its an obvious no i won't be goin out today. hah. how can i possibly resist that. and talking about a nice long shower, i shall go get one now. love you all punchkins. till den. lots of love.

2006-09-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

oh gosh its been 2 weeks but blogging is like the last thing on my mind these days in the midst of my busy schedule. but so far the hols have been good.. no wasting time rotting at home.. and yes, just got my super super super belated birthday present. but its ok coz its lovely and it looks just like chico too. hehe.. I love you, my chico. <3

been watching a lot of movie lately and that explains the condition i'm in - BROKE!

The Devil Wears Prada was superb!! The best movie this month so far! went to watch with nurul erm i think on last tues. so not a typical hollywood movie.. and of course, it made me soo wanted to shop moreee! the very next day watched another movie with niz.. got free tics from this CLEO giveaways.. You, Me & Dupree.. it was a freaking boring movie.. and yes, typical hollywood movie with a predictable ending..

and apart from the daily outing or work, went to bangkok again! that wld make it twice in a mth! but this time, went with mum only and not like the first where it was a family holiday. this time, it was a shopping trip! wee! 3 days of solid shopping from 12noon to 12midnight. is that cool or what? and i told mum we should take the budget airline for once just to see how it was... since it was only the 2 of us, no harm trying. so we did.. and gosh! i swear i ain't taking another budget airline! commercial airline for me only pls. no food, no tv, no pillow, no blanket, no socks, no door gift! totally pathetic!

and right after the bangkok trip was the class chalet.. changi ferry point again... super uluh place lar and soo deep in.. but it was ok coz we found out this beautiful place! like seriously.. it wld be a romantic place to catch the sunset.. check this out. now agree? i'm sure you do.

well, don tink its onli us at the chalet.. the rest of the class were slp'g thks to the whole night of cards and games. and den after the sunset, went back to the chalet to celebrate fiona's and oli's bdae..it was fun and all and the best part, rajan came and made marshmellows chocolate fondue for all of us.. yummy!

on thur was simply sweet.. living in the memories mode pls.. and yes the sofa and the kitchen.. hahaha.. miami vice was erm ok.. pretty cliche and boring.. and ah huh, u got it.. lots of steamy sex secenes.. lol. and the guyz got pretty excited.. hahaa..friday was work, which somehow wasn't so bad... after work headed for my indoor shooting for the final part of the makeover (the bdae present from mum).. so yes, pics will be up pretty soon. =)

and so ydae was slightly different from the typical saturdays.. met nurul at yishun mrt at freaking 6.30pm.. is that late or what? coz usually we meet up at 4 or 5.. haha.. aniwaes, headed to town.. yes again.. oh gosh. its getting boring and stagnant.. esp when u don't have much money with u.. so off to meet the guyz.. asri, ken, ravi, iman, kolin, din, rudy, alicia and junie. but junie had to go off to esp first to meet some friends.. so it was left with us and we all headed over to rudy's place coz the guyz wanted to watch soccer.. Liv VS Tot. 3-0 pls. haha.. gd one.

den we ordered Mcdelivery which sumed up to a total of 47 plus bucks.. after dinner or shd i say supper coz it was already 10 plus, me, nurul, din and rudy played xbox in rudy's room.. i forgot the name of the game but it was fun.. we played tag team and i was with rudy while nurul was with din... and of coz, my team won! and since kolin and ken wanted to play winning eleven, we 4 had to give in and decided to had an accoustic singing session. asri and rudy took turns playing the guitar while we girls sang.. lol.

soon after, ravi and iman headed home first.. and the rest of us went down to the pool side to chill more coz rudy's mum wanted to slp and we were too noisy up there i guess.. so there we were till almost 12 plus before mum and dad came to pick me up together with nurul and asri to drop them off at yishun, since they were around that area and i'm too lazy to take the mrt back home. or wait, there wasn't any mrt back home already. haha. the last moments were just unforgettable.. me and nurul with the plain white t's.. lonely september.. hmm.. meaning so deep and so true.

and so that was my saturday. and today is like the first day of fasting.. doin pretty good so far and we're goin to granny's place later to break fast. wee!~ lots of food pls.. hehehe.. gosh. sch starts tmrw! dat means the holidays are over! time flies when u are having fun.. and i'm so not ready for sch... argh.

aniwaes, i'm off to get some slp.
till den.
lots of love.

ps: check dis out.
http://intoxique.blogdrive.com

2006-09-11T19:31:00.000+08:00

Its been long since i last update and its almost 2 weeks as it seems.. i've been busy as in i am rather occupied every single day with smth and there hasn't been a single day that i am home except for today.. lovely! well actually i was supposed to work todae but i had a bad headache when i woke up so yeah i went back to slp..

since i'm home todae, i shall take the time to update.. the holidays has been great.. and ending quite soon too.. only 2 weeks left.. gosh.. time sure flies. and the exam results will be out in 2 days time, 13 sept! gosh.. i am damn anxious even though i may not seem like i am. all the short hours of studying is freaking me out now.. hmmm..

ok so only main and very brief updates for todae.. so many things have been happening and i ain't got time to blog about everything.. so here goes.. first up would of coz be the bangkok trip!

it was fantastic but only a little bit too short and that's why me and mum are returning back there this cuming sunday! just the 2 of us. hah. how wonderful. the shopping there is best.. well at least for most things.. cosmetics and electronics stuffs are still cheaper back here.. hmm... i guess, there's smth call fairness. lol.

and they even have this new place, called Siam Paragon.. and its like nicer den our Paragon.. the high-end boutiques decor are soo much nicer dere... and its just lovely.. plus, they have Zara there too! i like! bangkok sure has changed since the last time we went 5 years ago.. i wanted to show bro the fried insects, that i saw 5 years ago coz he didn't believe but i can't find them anywhere now.. so i assumed they have bcum 'cleaner'.. =)

ok so click here for pics from my bangkok trip, http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/82

the very next day, tuesday, went over to the Bukit Batok Driving Centre to enrol my driving license! dad offered! hahaha.. i love u dad. so got myself enrolled already. lessons starts this thurs den i can take my practice and the test before i can start my practical! haha.. and of coz, i got my personal coach who offered to help, since HE just started taking the pratical lessons too..

den off to my aunt's place at Harbour Front, The Carribean for a nice swim with the siblings and the kuzzins.. and i just love the place.. well not the house, coz its soo small but i love the surrounding... all the water features and the greenery. just lovely..

on wed, went job hunting with ernie and alipo.. met alipo at 2 at wdlds mrt den headed to city hall to meet ernie.. sorry we were late babe.. we went to a 4 places and so far only NYDC called us back.. but i rejected.. lol.. commitment of 18 hrs a week!!?? kiss my ass.. can forget it! and the pay oso onli $5/hr.... i guess i'm better off at sentosa.. pics are with ernie though... babe, pls send to me soon yeah.. =)

but it was a nice time with them coz someone keep tersasul and kept saying wrong stuffs and all the wrong words(those in caps) can actually make a sentence.. haha.. the DRAGON GHOST is ANEROCKSIC and has EYEBALL LASHES.. and that is alipo for u. lol.. had a great laugh but all of us got so tired den we went home rather early and caught a 5 mins glimpse of singapore idol... and boy i'm glad that joakim is out.

aniwaes, on thurs and fri was working day and gosh i saw a lot of people i noe! and a few of my colleagues who haven seen me for long coz i took a mth off said i lost weight! hahaha.. i'm a happy girl.. even though i feel the same and i tink i'm fat! haha.

ok sat was nice.. it was a triple wee.. me, nizar, nurul, canny/carl, nat and man.. met nizar at Orchard mrt at 5 den went to meet nurul and canny at Paragon before heading to Cineleisure for an hour of Xbox 360... yep we played games! dead or alive and burnout! and of course i only won once.. i suck! hah. den nurul and canny went of for movies first together with nat and man.. coz my 2 lovely girlfriends, bought tickets for LITTLE MAN at 7.15 when i told them 7.50.. so it ended up that only we were watching the 7.50 show. lol. smart girlfriends i have. =)

but the movie was fantabulous. totally hilarious and we were laughing like 80% of the time. gu-gu-ga-ga. lol. i tink the wayans brothers are cute and natural comedians.. just look at white chicks! but overall i still prefer white chicks.. and i bet nat thinks so too.. haha.

so after the movie, we all met up again, the threesome, at taka's old chang kee. (where someone kept saying that he saw us.. like pls stop ur act lar... bullshit! u keep saying u see me but no descriptions..wad an ass!) den we headed to Heeren to take a bus to city hall. reached esplanade ard almost 10.. me and nizar got hungry since we haven had anything since we met so we all went to eat at makan sutra.. and gosh the food there is just horrible.. and esplanade is like supposed to be a tourist place but the food, i think my maid's cooking is far better.

then we went over to marina square coz me and man had to withdraw money.. somehow we just couldn't find the darn ATM machine so we decided to walk over to Suntec coz we knew exactly where it was at.. but thanks to the IMF thingy, we had to walk one whole big round just to get in and then to get out. stupidness. den nat and man had to go off first to catch the last train towards cck while the 4 of us, went to macs coz now nurul and carl got hungry.. lol.. i guess we take turns to be hungry. den we sat at the steps all the way till midnight and gosh, we realised we missed the last train home.. haha..

so me, nurul and carl took a cab home while nizar took a night rider since he's the only one leaving in the east.. its a lil unnecessary for him to have a bike coz he hardly rides it unless to go sch. lol. ok aniwae, the cab had to make 3 stops, at yishun, den woodlands and finally bukit panjang, the day was great, well spent with my beloved(s).

ok i guess i'm off to watch some TV and catch America's Next Top Model later..
i love my girlfriends.. <3

till den.
lots of love.

ps:anyone wants to watch Devil wears Prada with me?

it wasn't supposed to end like this.

2006-08-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was just good.

After work, met nizar at cine and so sori i was late dude.. hahaha.. lucky Juli's fiance drove me over if not i would have been later.. haha.. den we had lunch like right away coz i was starving.. haha. but den i didn't even finish the meal and poor him had to finish it. lol. den off window-shopping coz he's looking for this smth he can wear for his formal presentation soon.. and guess wad? dis guy loves shopping, just like me? or wait! i thinks he's worst! hahaha..

den off to Borders coz sum1 needed to get a mag for sch but little boy ended looking up at gaming and xbox360 mags.. how smart.. so he got punched by me! haha.. den we went for movies.. Ghost Game, 7.30 at Cine.. the show was almost 2 hrs! damn! we both were freezing in the cinema lar to the point we had to keep each other warm.. hahaha... and poor little boy was freezing.. lol..

and i bumped into soo many ppl ydae.. frm nurul&ernie to naddie to dawn(wsss) to zul(wsss) to alvyn(sp) to gosh i forgot alreadi.. haha.. den Yan kept me company all the way home coz he called on the right time.. and we talked abt so many stuffs.. from siti's wedding to mops to shampoos to detergent to his nenek to blah blah blah. enuff of to and to.... lol.. this whole paragraph has been filled with the word "to".. haha..

ok talking abt siti's wedding.. i actually watched it on TV3.. well thks to mum hu kept reminding me.. and it wasn't as grand as expected.. like i mean the amt of money theyspent on it and it onli turned out like dat.. i tink it could have been better.. but she looked gorgoeus but she should have let her hair down, like wen she went to meet her fans.. and i tink the wedding was more of like a mini concert.. too many performances instead of focusin on the bride and groom.. ok i guess enuf comments.. coz i tink i won't stop anitime soon if i were to go on.. hahaha..

so i guess dat shd be it for now.
till den.
lots of love.

before i go, check this qoute out.
i think its soo true and meaningful and
wasoo applicable to today's context.

It's completely impossible to find a guy who won't ever hurt you,
so go for the guy who will make the pain worthwhile.

and that guy is not U.

2006-08-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

please start grooving to the music bebeh.
Do it To it. - Cherish

here i am chilling at home.. totally a good change from the weekends.. and of course the holidays are here! first day of the holidays today! the exams are gone! and so its time to have a whooping good time!~

speaking of good time, i already had a fair share of it during the weekends with the girlfriends..

fri was good.. after the paper, MMR(the suckiest of the lot), went out with the clique, and hakim and jas joined too. den soon after, went off to meet nurul. went for lunch at pizza hut and as usual, we didn't finish our food.. den off to have some kick-ass time together. btw, i'm sooo eyeing 2 more tops at zara.. mummy, cash plz.. haha..

and we got soo sick of town, we left for my place coz i suddenly felt like tinting my hair.. it was soo soo much fun-ner over at my place.. seriously... we did a recording of Too Little Too Late.. (which i will upload soon)... den we dyed each other hair.. and ooOOoOO i soo love the colour now.. thks babe.. hehe.. and check out how she styled my hair! i look like a devil's ass.

den came sat.. which was just another awesome day too... had my makeover which mum promised as a bdae present.. mum followed and it was simply ooo-la-la, beyond coolness.. my face had Chanel written all over coz they only use Chanel products.. hmph. i want the make-up for myself too plz! but yeah.. i like the make-up.. smoky eyes! nice~ but sorry no pics now coz that was just the outdoor shooting.. i have to wait for my indoor shooting b4 i can get all the pics .. wee!~ i can't wait. and i wonder when the indoor shooting wld be.. hmm..

and so after that, went over to nat's coz it was stil too early to meet nurul in town.. so there we were watching videos on man's laptop.. hahaha.. omg! some were funny but some were just simply gross and super eewWw! lol. but it was fun doin dat, i mean who wld have imagine 2 girls doin that when they are all alone at home right. den we got readi, took pics and finally left her place at ard 6.

we waited for the 700 bus for so long that we ended up reaching town almost 7. went window shopping and bumped into jannah at wisma..we got soo sick of doing that usual shit so we headed to McCafe.. got our usual order and sat dere waiting for the girls. den the girls -- nurul, junie and nicole arrived.. it was a few mins past 8 so off we went to esplanade area.

on the way dere, me and nat kinda created a scene in the bus.. we were siting at the back and decided to change place to the seat nx to nurul and junie but they shouted eeEEe nOOoo! there was a freaking cockroach! yuck! so me and nat started screaming and all.. hah. embarrasing! so nat, acted all brave and tried to kill it but she got scared too so we had to face all the people and went back to our original seat. gosh!

went to the esplanade rooftop (like after soo long for my case) and bumped into sumone(who nurul wld refer to as bitch)... we took more pics and then suddenly, little miss nicole got so hungry so we went over to makan sutra and she bought carrot cake dat cost us waiting for almost 20 mins. but it was ok as long as the babe got her food.

den nurul went off to meet carl for a short time while the rest of us sat by the benches coz nikki had to eat. den while walking to find the a seat, bump into lots of ppl, specifically wsss people. yazid, hamdan, wan, shamir, jasbir and etc. after nikki finshed her carrot cake, went off to meet jannah and nurul near riverside. den it was already 10 plus and we were still pending if we (me,nurul&nikki) should go clubbing or not. well just for your info, both my parents were ok with it, not that i sneak out or anithin. haha. i was quite surprised they actually said yes. hahaha.. cool!

den nat wanted fries so we headed to Marina Square.. macs was crowded so LJS it was and we bumped into carl and his bunch of friends... since there were no more food left, we left dere and decide to go back to esp. but before we left, nurul did a dance video in the middle of marina square.. hahaha... yes seriously.. but dere weren't many ppl ard i mean durh since its 11+ already..

check it out!

so after much contemplating, we decided not to go clubbing.. coz we were all tired including the fact that i left house at 11am till already 11pm at the point of time we were discussing.. so yeah we all decided to head over my place for a miny slumber party.. just me, nurul, nat and junie(who joined us at 5am!) nicole still wanted to go so she went off to meet her other friends.. initially nat wanted to go home but after much persuasion, she tried calling her mum and surprisingly her mum allowed her to.. yay!

so before heading home, we went to meet the guyz and we all went home together. we took the freaking last train home and reached wdlds ard 1.. we girls went to get some food at macs since it was 24 hrs, plus dad called saying he wanted the foldover and that he was hungry and can't slp! lol.

den we walked from wdlds mrt to my place and gosh! thank goodness the guys were dere coz it was rather creepy to the point we gerls kept running every single step we took.. haha.. and guess wad? at one part, the fries dropped on the floor and we all squatted down eating the fries like pathetic people.. and the guyz stood dere watching we girls do dat.. lol.

so the rest of the guyz left and we were left with asri or better known as rotten star.. we are soo lucky to have him walk home with us all... it was almost 1.30 in the morning and there was no one else around.. well, actually he stays like 2 blks away from me.. yep yep.. tt's y he's walking home with us.

den wen we got home, everything was already done for us.. mum already switched on the air-con and prepared the slp'g stuffs.. mum's the best.. love her lots.... den we were feeling all hot so we stripped down to only bra and jeans with all hairs up and make-up off! nice! den we all ate our supper we bought from macs and got readi to slumner party!washed our faces and changed to nighties.. so ya-da-ya-da.... the normal stuffs and den we all got bored den we ended up doin a drink.. it was nice but after 5 spoons, it was a bit yuck! too chocolatey! haha. den ya-da-ya-da until we fell aslp ard 5 plus..

and junie woke us up wen she reached around almost 6am on sunday morning! den we all fell alsp again till 10 in the morning wen nat woke us all up since she got the most slp! dat's bcoz she was the first to slp! lol.. den we had breakfast, ya-da-ya-da den soon lunch and den nat left first after lunch..den ya-da-ya-da and nurul and junie were here till almost 10 at night... oo.. awesome rocking time with the girlfriends

ahhh.. so todae, finally, home alone.. my laptop the bed, the air-con, the snacks, the handphone, the music... lovely.. so shoo! don bother me on my mon! this is my time in my room.. =) i love the girlfriends!

so till den.
lots of love.

ps: sorry for this dull and long entry..
but hopefully the video will make it up for it..
haha.. enjoy!

2006-08-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

i think its cute.
haha.

till den.
lots of love.

ps: u said it after so long.
tt's why i cried.
143 and i miss u too.

2006-08-23T14:23:00.000+08:00

ok i so shd be studying MMR and not blogging...
but i am uploading more songs to my hp...
so yeah might as well blog..

and i'm soo screwed for OM! i forgot some of the stuffs but i don tink passing wld be a prob.. well at least i hope so.. i wan at least a B above pls.. damn i suck.. seriously.... wanna guess how long i studied for OM? less than a day.. nvr b4 in my life have i done this! usually i study at least 2 weeks b4! haha..

went out to study with Diy on mon.. well it was the first time we met.. and oh mine... she's tall lar. haha.. but it was nice meeting u babe.. studying, bitching, videoing, gossiping, complaining, arcading and starbucking.. haha.. cya again probably nx wk aites..

ok aniwae, i was reading HER WORLD ydae and guess wad i saw?

the people who are the most stressed are from media/advertising/pr!
what more can i say?

oritey, i think i reali shd start on MMR..
but before i go, check dis out.
i went to town the other day and saw this woman with this:

yes a freaking disney dress!
for goodness sake, u are already like 30+ lar!
disney! gosh!
and it looks like a bathrobe!
haha..
it was damn funny!

ok till den.
lots of love.

2006-08-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

just in case, you haven realise,
i've changed my e-mail add..
its f.a-rah@hotmail.com..

and nunu changed hers too,
n.u-rul@hotmail.com..

so pls update ur msn contact list if u haven..
=)

till den.
lots of love.

ps: happy 18th birthday ernie and sharifah!

2006-08-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

CLICK was superb!
period.

goodnite.
lots of love.

2006-08-19T13:35:00.000+08:00

ok so finally half way done thru the exams!
LSC and CONB done!
weeeee!~

and studying for the exams makes me look like this:
shit. i hate exams..

but both were not so bad.. the onli 2 sucky thing tt happen was, during LSC, i totally forgot wth was injunction until the last 15 mins! but gd thing i still had time to write the stupid 10 mark question! and during CONB i soo didn't notice the last question worth 7 marks at the back page until the last 10 mins wen i flip the exam paper coz i already finished! man! lucky me! if nt 7 marks gone just like dat!

so on wed, after LSC went for facial.. after like freaking 3 mths! hahaha.. and it was a nice way of destressing.. ok not dat i am reali stressed up coz so far, i tink i've nvr been this slack b4 for any exams like i am for this.. hahaha..

ydae after CONB, went to town with the clique.. went for lunch at far east den off to the movies at lido.. watched "The Break Up".. and damn i cried! haha.. didn't expect it.. totally! but i wasn't the onli one! all the girls except for sharon! and fiona was the worst! haha.. and of coz the guyz didn't cry oso lar.. haha.. but overall i tot it was pretty ok.. funny parts abit here and dere.. but the ending is soo not a typical hollywood movie! but i still wanna watch CLICK! damn!

ok so after movies, off to find bro's presie.. after walking around the whole of Pacific Plaza, decided to get him a Quiksilver wallet and a mrs field face cookie.. lol...den the girls decided to go window shopping.. first to liat tower's zara den to wisma and den to taka.. window shopped for almost 3 hrs.. and finally at taka's zara i gave up window shopping and ended up buying another top! hahaha.. but its too nice to resist lar! can't help it..

and den i realize where all my money go dis mth! haha.. 2 forever 21 tops, topshop basket bag, epilator, the zara top, all the mrs fields thingy, all the food studying outside, the movies and a whole lot of other stuffs! hahaha..

ok so met the family ard 7.30 and headed to the Swensens at the Crown Prince Hotel.. it was the bdae boy's choice coz he loves the black pepper pasta dere.. in fact we all love it.. coz its like the only possible nice thing dere.. haha.. was dere till 9 plus.. den we walked ard in town b4 heading hm coz the little boy was sooo impatient to open his presents! haha..

and so we reached hm ard almost 11 and the little boy got to open his presents!! he seems like a soccer player who is being sponsored by adidas coz a lot of his presents are adidas! hahaha.. thks to mum and dad.. so he got an adidas sling bag, adidas soccer bag, adidas sneakers, adidas dri-fit top, quiksilver wallet, monopoly world cup special edition, space encyclopedia and a few books.. somehow he loves to know more abt space and even wants to work with NASA wen he grows up.. lol.

and den it was almost 12am so it was time to wish nat!
and guess wad?
i was the first to wish her!
sori yeah man.. =p
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY AGAIN GIRLFRIEND!
we shall celebrate it together nx wk yeah and share one cake and sing for ourselves... lol....don forget our date nx sat.. hehe..

so i guess i'm staying hm todae and get some rest.. since i was out for like 15 hours ydae and which 10 hours of the time was at town! haha.. and plus i soo gotta start on OM which is like on tues! man! i tink i shoot shoot myself for procrastinating all the time. but oh wells.. i don tink i'm the only one aniwae..

but i don tink i'm starting soon..
coz the little bro is bugging me to
play his new monopoly with him..
damn..

so till den..
lots of love.

2006-08-19T13:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 11th BIRTHDAY
TO MY LIL BRO,
FAIEZ!
(18 AUGUST 2006)

&

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO
MY BESTEST GIRLFRIEND,
NAT!!
(19 AUGUST 2006)

2006-08-17T00:55:00.000+08:00

- Christian Bautisa
(The Way You Look At Me)

No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could up to
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything without a single word

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

If i could freeze some moment in my mind
Be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stand still
'Cause baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

I dont know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens everytime

'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You made me believe that there's nothing in this world
I can't be I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me

Sungguh aku tak mampu bicara
Tak mampu untuk tersenyum
Bila hati menangis

Tak mungkin ku hapus
Tak mungkin ku lupa dirimu
Walau kini kau jauh

Andai aku bisa jujur padamu
Mengucap semua kata
Yang ada di hati
Hanyalah dirimu saja

i guess you just don't get it do you?
i still 341 lar fcuk.

same script, different cast

2006-08-15T10:26:00.000+08:00

hey hey..
i'm soo gonna stay home today and chiong LSC..
its tmrw people! hahaha! law law law!
its making "high" and going bonkers too!
so here's just a short entry is the lappy is like already on..

aniwae, ydae was funny i tell u or maybe i should say eventful??

was supposed to meet sandy at 2 at cck mrt but guess wad? she was locked in the house!! hahaha.. cuteness aye? totally! so there i was in the school library alone trying to find tt damn book! everyone was like looking and wondering why the heck was this gerl (which is me) lost in the bizit lib.. hahaha.. den she finally got her way out of the house with a freaking screwdriver!!! it was soo funny lar can... and we were in sch for like 2 freaking hrs just to zap a few pages in the book cause of the stupid photocopying machine! ass!

and guess wad? something else happen while we were zapping.. i had to top up my stupid cashcard and my nets card got stucked in the top up machine!!! (thks to sandy's brilliant idea!) hahahaha... so we spent another 15 mins trying to get it out.. gave up and asked the librarian... and the only thing she said, turn it off and on again! wth! doesn't work lar maam! lol.. so we meddled with it again and somehow, smarty ass me put another card on top it and den tah-duh! the card was out! miracle? no i would say genuise!

and we kinda planned to watch CLICK but in the end we didn't coz don tink we had enuff time too.. so off we went to holland v.. had our "lunch"(a rather late one) at this place... nice food i must say... we shared a plate of fish and chips and 4 extremely nice and juicy chicken wings! hahaha... next stop was starbucks, where we studied... and when we were there, guess wad? sandy realised she left the change at the place we had lunch.. lol! so she went back hoping to find the change but nah uh.. wasn't there..

ok so there we were at starbucks with our drink and our conb notes.. it was pretty 'fruitful' i must say.. hmm.. was there all the way till 9 plus before we went around looking for marshmellows! another case of my sudden cravings! but noooo! no where to be found! even in cold storage! then walked all the way to bouna vista and headed home to catch the new season of ANTM.. for those who are blur, its America's Next Top Model.. lol..

ok tt's it for now!
those damn LSC notes are soo staring at me!
till den..
lots of love.

2006-08-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

HATE ME
- Blue October

hey all.. currently tuning in to that song. it's really nice.. and i can't sleep.. coz my lil bro is slp'g on my bed.. and my parents are not home.. lol. i'm high after two days of fireworks and law notes.. exams starting on wed.. LSC on wed and ConB on fri. man! and i'm soo not nervous bout it.. well at least for now.. i bet i will be peeing in my pants wen wed cums.. haha..

last week was over pretty quickly..
wed was home the whole day!
imagine that!
but it was national day so it was ok!
8 hrs of non-stop tv!
cool huh!
i haven done that in ages!!!

thurs was out with the girls den later in the nite wen to pass smth to 'the chico's' mama... fri was out too except that arisyah joined us too.. den we went for fireworks later that nite.. nice!! and we got a pretty good spot even though we reached at 8.30 wen it was starting at 9.. super packed with human! like human in a can of sardines..

sat was absolutely funtastic..
was out with the PB gerls, nunu and jannah... had dinner where it was super pack with humans too till a stupid nyonya shouted for those who finished eating too leave.. hilarious shit man!

after dinner, headed to find a good spot for the fireworks... from marina square to merlion and finally to the bridge where we sat at the railing... it was the perfect spot.. perfect view of the fireworks.. and next to us were 2 chinese guyz who were super friendly and kind enuff to give us toys to play with.. u noe those metal thingy u have to dis-entangle 2 pieces of metal.. yeah smth like dat... and i got 3 out of 3! wee!~ the girls only got 2 out of 3.. and of course, not to forget the absolutely cute policeman behind us.. so it was front, back and side, all perfect!

den there it was the fireworks! beautiful..if only 'the chico' was there to share that special moment.. i miss you.. but being with the gerls was good too! we had a heck of a crazy time together.. PB gerls outing soon yeah... and after the fireworks, met the rest of the peeps.. like a whole bunch of them lar(whom some i don even noe).. lol.. safwan, ahmad, carl, boya, ira and blah blah blah... there was like almost 15 of us altogether... so we chill ard at esplande and took the last train home..

today was home the whole day studied a little law and slept.. and now i've been myspacing, chatting and surfing.. its 2.30 now.. i think i should sleep.. and i'm meeting sandy tmrw..

ok nitey people..
till den.
lots of love.

ps: pics up soon..

2006-08-08T15:54:00.000+08:00

the birks just arrived at my doorstep all the way from germany!
wee!~

and so ydae was superb!
went to sch at 10..
finalise everything and den it was 12!
after 12, all our minds were FREE!
deadlines for all projects was at 12!

it sure was a great moment!
totally FREE from everything!
ok except for the other 4 exams!
suck!

*******

so we went for lunch at Lucky Plaza. the chicken rice is yummY! then we followed oli to paragon coz she wanted to get a new fone.. after waiting for like an hr plus, it was finally her turn! fuck! stupid M1! and u call that gd service? ok so she got the samsung e900.. nice!~ slim!~ black!~ slide!~

then we went for movies.. from paragon to cine to lido.. stupid. we missed the one at cine tt's y!the fast and the furious: tokyo drift! i've already watch it but i didn't mind watching it agaain.. what the heck..

after the movies, walked around taka coz leo wanted to look at shoes.. den to wheelock coz dave wanted muffins! and we saw this super freaking cute guy! freak! all the girls were in love!hahaha.. ok kidding. but i'm not kidding.. he's super cute! even the guyz said so! ok watever.. lol.

den we went for deserts dinner at wheelock's Cedele. damn! its super ooo! me and oli shared like 3 cakes! the banana meringue pie, appple nut cheesecake & devil's chocolate cake.. heavenly! so i was out till 1 plus am before heading hm.. super tired! ok that's y i am staying home todae.. since i was out the whole day ydae! i need to start studying lsc and conb! fuck! i have no mood and i'm tooo lazy!

ok i'm outz.
till den.
lots of love.

2006-08-07T02:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0L2v0OcMB1s

watch it!

1) i like the song
2) she looks so damn gorgeous!

2006-08-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

finally done with all the projects!
now left with the exams!
i can't wait!
i'm dying!

and i wanna see the fireworks!

2006-08-02T17:42:00.000+08:00

1st August 2006
- the best day after soo many weeks

Surprises after Surprises.
Wish after Wishes.
One by One.

and the feeling of being loved, cared for and remembered sure is nice. friends that i thought have disappeared into thin air actually wished me! people who i hardly talk to in school wished me too! i think that is sweet.

and of course, the fact that your loved ones are there with you to celebrate the day you become a year older is just beyond words.

Surprise #1
- went into feature writing class.. den there! the class had actually prepared something for me.. aww.. it was all nurul's idea.. Ms Kwa had actually wanted the cupcakes on last thurs but nurul told her to get it today instead since it was my bdae..so yeah the cupcakes were arranged in a letter F for Farah and then the class started singing for me.. i almost teared cause it was so unexpected.. thks to u guyz once again.. and of course nurul, thks for the cross-stitch bdae card..

Surprise #2
- around 15 minutes after we settled down eating the cupcakes, there was this delivery man that was looking for me with a big box, a bouquet of flowers and a big balloon.. i was erm blur.. i mean who the heck would send me that.. but i opened the card and i realised it was from my parents! i was sooo touched and surprised and totally out of words !! man, i almost teared!

it was a blackforest cake and a bouquet of 18 dark pink and white roses.. so i cut and pass the cake to everyone..... well sorry there ain't any paper plates so tissue paper it will be.. lol.. after the whole class including Ms Rahita got it, there was still about 1/4 more.. so went to look for Ms Kwa to give her some in return of the cupcakes... since she was with 05, they got a bit of the cake too.. had fun with the 05 people for a while running around trying to peep in.. lol..

Surprise #3
- we were actually supposed to have dinner at Hyatt but last min, mum told me that we ain't goin there. we ended up going to Bali Thai, which i didn't mind either coz i love the tom yam and the rendang dere.. sis was helping me take pics wen suddenly nat and nunu appeared wishing me happy birthday! awww!!! i was soo freaking shocked and happy! mum actually went through all the trouble to invite them to surprise me!

no wonder we didn't go Hyatt! hahaha.. but at least mum promised me that we would some time soon.. so after dinner it was opening present time.. i opened nunu's one first and it was a handmade charmies.. wee!~ nice!~ her gifts are always soo personalised and i love it!

and all the other prezies were from the family.. i got a D&G watch, a nice cute white bear, 3 items for my bedroom(that are all so lovely and pretty) and a Novo bag(which i will be changing to a shoe tmrw). and oh ya, still 2 more prezzies to come... nx week i will be getting my birkenstock sandals which i ordered online.. den on 26 aug, i would be goin for a make-over which mum had it arranged already.. and i'm glad its on a day wen all the exams are over! after all the prezzie, it was the cake time.. and i love the candles on it! its soo pretty and cute.. and the cake was nice.. strawberry and erm smth..

* nat & nunu, thks for being a part of my life and of course, coming all the way down just to celebrate with me.. i love u gerls a lot! (hugs and kisses!)

so we were the last customers there.. haha.. on the way home, watched Final Destination 3 in the car.. sent nunu and nat back and reached home ard almost 11... packed all the prezzies and see where i place my new cute bear and of course, the big balloon and the bouquet.. was then too tired to do MMR or DMA.. haha..

ok so tt was my 18th birthday story.. i tot it would be the worst after what happenned a week ago plus all the exam and project stress but with all the wishes from unexpected people and all the surprises, it was simply a memorable one.. and of course, the fact that you were the first and that we are still as we are, i think that kinda make my day too..
i think u noe that i still 143.

all this wouldn't have been possible, if not for mum and dad.. thks for everything and making my every bdae a memorable one.. my last year's sweet 17th bdae party is still soo clear in my head now.. no wonder you guyz are the best parents in the whole wide world!

I LOVE U, MUM & DAD!

i reali appreaciate the effort u put in for this and the amount u guyz actually spent on me.. i'm soo glad and thankful. and of course, thank you sis and bro for doing and writing such a sweet card! and to all that wished me, thks once again!

2006-07-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

the book has closed.
end of chapter.

you'll be missed..

much love.
your true love.

i hate myself for loving you.

2006-07-21T02:10:00.000+08:00

finally updated!
hahaha..

2006-07-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

i think this blog is almost dead..

its been almost a month since i updated! haha.... but i've been to busy with sch and stuffs till i got no time to blog.. in my free time nowadays i rather be slp'g or chilling with the friends..

but finally one happy thing, no more presentations til next semester! only left with MMR, DMA, C&C, FW & LSC projects and of course 4 major exam papers! all these in the next 2 weeks.. but aftr dat its a month of holidays!!! man i can't wait!!! but at the same time, i'm quite scared of the exams!!!but the grades have been quite ok so far.. pretty much contented..

ok just some random pics...

During one of the DMA class.

After our DMA presentation.

*the DMA group

* with Rubz

* the girls in the group

*with clarise

*the girlies in the class w/o olivia, halimah & jia ying

*the group with miss kwa

*yours truly...~

Flea Market at Hollanf Village (last sun)
*first time experience at flea market coz mum had a lot of stuffs she didn't wan animore.

ok i'm off to bed..
till then..
lots of love.

2006-07-03T00:19:00.000+08:00

SPAIN IS OUT OF THE WORLDCUP!
ENGLAND IS OUT OF THE WORLDCUP!
BRAZIL IS OUT OF THE WORLDCUP!
BRAZIL!!??!?!!

ARGH..
WAT THE FCUK!

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT FRANCE ACTUALLY TRASH MY 2 FAV TEAMS, SPAIN AND BRAZIL!
ESP BRAZIL!
ARGHHH..

NOW ITS GETTING BORING TO WACTH THE WORLDCUP!!
BUT I THINK GERMANY MIGHT WIN..
OR MAYBE NOT.. MAYBE ITALY..
COZ ITALY HAVE HOT GUYZ!
WAHAHAHA...

OK OUTZ..
I'M PISSED ABOUT BRAZIL!
DAMN!~

2006-07-02T00:04:00.000+08:00

It's 80% Love and 20% Lust
You and your guy are truly in love, even if that spark seems to be a little dimmer.

Your Fashion Style is Trendy
You love fashion and live to shop And keeping up with the lastet trends is what you love best You know what's in, out, about to be in, and about to be out You love to dress your friends and would make a killer celebrity stylist

You Are an Intense Kisser
When you kiss, it's deep and powerful You don't take kissing lightly Your kisses always have meaning And they always make your head spin

You are a Great Girlfriend
When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself You're the perfect blend of independent and caring You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!

You are a Total Romantic
For you, love is like a fairy tale. Or magic. Or a Meg Ryan movie. Problem is, you sort of want all three. You bring the spark in the relationship In turn, you expect your guy to keep the fire burning Not a bad deal, as long as you find the right Prince.

You Are a Classic Beauty!
You have a timeless beauty that looks great in every decade Instead following trends, you stick to what works And this means you never skimp on your beauty routine Upside? Your classic looks tends to attract gentlemen - not boys.

lol.. i was dat bored till i did all dis stupid quiZes !!
and somehow it just doesn't appear as how it shd be..
stupid blogger..

and i'm not watching the england portugal match!
coz everyone is asleep and i don wanna watch alone!
damn!~

and i can't watch the brazil france match too coz i gt work tmrw at 7.30!!
argghhh!

2006-07-01T18:02:00.000+08:00

heya! its a Saturday people!

finally a whole week of sch is over!
pretty fast i must say.. and there will be more to come in the next 6 weeks.. there's a CA for each module like every week and 2 in week 4.... the worst must be DMA.. argh.. real project for a real client... wad the fcuk! and guess wad? i didn't get CDA for my elective! damm!~ but oh well.. on the brighter side, i got UCCD which was supposed to be my first choice until cda was offered to the 2nd years.. plus, 13 of my classmates are taking uccd.. so its kinda ok i guess.. i hope..

ok its 6pm now but i'm home.. was supposed to be out with nurul and clarise but nah.. not tat i don wan to hang out with u all k babes.. but i'm just in the mood to go out! i'm kinda lazy lar todae! hahaha.. so i've been sleeping the whole day eversince i came back from the clininc.. and 2 weeks later, i need to go back to that so-don't-look-like-one doctor.... its this smth i have and mummy is all so worried abt. =)

ok so the match ydae, German VS Argentina.. i soo noe dat germany was goin to win.. check out all the argentina guys' faces wen they had to do the penalty shoot-outs! so not confident.. lol.. but it was a good match.. was to sleepy to watch the Italy Ukraine match.. but tonite is a must watch! Brazil VS France.. arghh.. i tink its gonna be a draw but Brazil will win! wad u say? oh ya, i can't believe Spain is out! man! i like them a lot! esp Raul and Torres! but since, they are out, check out Kaka! hehehe..

ok enuf said.. i'm feeling soo hot! i'm gonna turn up the air-con right now!
aniwae, here's pics from this week..

Tuesday's outing with the gerlfren..

till den..
lots of love.

2006-06-22T16:35:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhh!!
i'm soo pissed! my hair is like soo freaking short now!
i went back to Jean Yip and back to the same lady that cut my hair the first time and i was kinda expecting it to be good... but i was sooooo wrong! and the thing was i just asked for a slight trim and thinning but its soo not! in fact, its shorter then the first time i had this hairstyle !!!

arrrr freak! now i tink i look like a blardy tomboy or worst, like a butch from the back! yucks! but just one gd thing, my hair grows quite fast soo i hope it would grow and get me out of this freaking argh situation!!

***************

so aniwae, yesterday after the haircut, met nat at woodlands mrt before heading to city hall... it was a girlies outing and of coz, shopping! it was a nice change i mean coz usually the 2 guyz wld tag along too.. so we had a hell of a good time and first time experience of walking from suntec to bugis.. haha... i didn't noe it was dat near! but the sun sure drained us out of h2o! (sorry for the scientific term used dere..haha) den went off to meet mum after work to go to the aunts place with all the other relatives dere too, coz she just gave birth!! and it's a girl! nice~ after dat, went for supper with all the rest at Sembawang and at the same time, watched the match of Portugal Vs Mexico..

the day before, on tue, went to sch for a short meeting with Olivia and Devon regarding the attitude mag.. den went to mum's office to drop my laptop for reformating.. after dat, headed abck to cck to meet the sibs and thebf.. i had promised to bring the sibs for a swim since we couldn't at Sunway when we were in KL coz it was raining... so it was me, my 2 sibs, thebf and his kuzzin altogether at the CCK swimming complex.. we were dere till ard 5 and after dat, had early dinner at Macs.. where i bumpd into a pri sch fren..cool~ and oh ya, it was afiq's bdae too on tue! happy birthday dude! sorri couldn't join u guyz for the outing.. nx time yeah...

ok now i'm home and trying to finish up this stupid spec dip essay.. arghh.. totally sucks! and in this kind of weather, its soo not right to be doin work.. damn~ and i still hae my FW to complete.. oh well.. all this is for procrastinating... thks to me.. someone shoot me plz!

oh yeah, do check out my new shots..smth like this at:
http://myshots.multiply.com/photos/album/9

ok till den..
lots of love..

2006-06-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

today is the 19th..
and wad is on the 19th of every month?
well, on august is nat's bdae..

but other den aug, every other month is smth else..
its my day with my baby...
so today, we turn 8 mths old..
well and still counting i guess...

its been a great 8 mths..
and i'm thankful that we're together..
u're the right one for me now..
at least for now. [:( ]

coz u're always dere for me..
coz u never fail to make me smile..
coz u're the one that completely noes me inside out..
coz you never once hurt me..
coz i'm totally myself when i'm with you..
and of coz, bcoz of who i am when i'm with you..

i love u baby..
happy 8 mths..

hugs and kisses,
fara

2006-06-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

The weather is so nice to be on my bed with the air-con on and snuggling under my thick blanket with nice hot chocolate..

but i haven been doin so.. wad a pity.. that's coz i'm busy transferring my files from the lappy to my zen micro.. stupid lappy.. got virus.. got sound problem.. and of coz, getting a lil too slow coz of too much data and files that i have! so mum will bring my lappy to work tmrw and get her IT man to do it for me.. so no lappy for at least 3-4 days! man am i goin to miss her! but its for the better.. haha...

aniwae, the KL trip was kinda fun.. went to celebrate Father's Day dere actually... on sat, woke up at 4.30 with only 2 hrs of sleep.. but the stupid jam caused us to be 2 hrs behind schedule! but it was ok coz we were watchin the date movie in the car... damn~ dat movie is soo stupid and argghhh.. i can't believe i watched it twice! *shoots myself

so we reached KL at ard noon.. went for lunch first.. pretty cool serving they had with just banana leaf and everything on top of that.. after lunch , we went to KLCC.. its been quite long since we last went dere.. not much change still.. dne we went back to the hotel for a nice rest before heading out again ard 6... and one good point: the hotel had Disney Channel!

then it was the 2nd day.. first thing after all of us were readi, we went for free hotel breakfast as usual first... den went back to the room and surprised dad with the Father's Day gift.. he was kinda shocked and surprised.. maybe he didn't expect it.. but glad that he liked it.. it was a Timberland shirt, with this rather chepa casual watch and a picture card with our messages at the back..

then we left for more shopping.. well not for me actually.. i onli bought 3 tops, a skirt and a belt.. this trip was more of mum's and my lil bro's trip! they bought like lots of stuffs! but its ok since usually i buy the most things, i guess its time for a change... so we left KL ard 6 plus and finally reached home at midnight.. so if u guyz, wan more pics, just click here.. http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/78

and this is my dad for you...
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!
WE LOVE YOU LOTS!

tmrw seems fun.. i can't wait..
so till den..
lots of love..

2006-06-17T01:42:00.000+08:00

i'm still awake now even though i have to wake up at 4.30 later.. dad wanna leave at 5.30 so that we can be in KL rather early.. damn~ so finally done with stupid GEMS essay... can't wait for faye to finish compiling by mon and we will be done! dat stupid essay has been bothering me! now i'm left with one more essay that is for spec dip... yay! watched 2 dvds todae after i was done with the stupid essay... ELIZABETHTOWN & SELLING INNOCENCE.. i think both was worthwhile.. i like it.. more DVDs to watch b4 school starts! ok i think i should better go to slp now! wait up for my updates when i come back from KL.. till den.. lots of love...

2006-06-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'm happy.... I'm glad....
I'm ecstatic.... I'm elated....
I'm perky.... I'm glad....
I'm intoxicated....

I guess it must be the way my life is now.. everything seems so right.. well at least for now... ok, so a week of the holidays are gone! its soo fast.. and i still have 2 more e-learning assignments and 2 more projects not done.. damn! and nx week is a rather bz week for me.. gd luck to me!

but the weeks been good.. i guess it was a week well spent...

MON was class outing day... met up with a few earlier at town.. den went for dinner at Fish & Co. and followed by ice-cream at Ben & Jerry's... yum yum..

TUE was the day dat thebf surprised me... aww... he's such a darling.. and of coz, i invited him up and so he spent the evening here till ard 8 before heading home..

WED was pampering-myself day... went for a facial... but damn it was a painful one! coz i haven been goin for the past 3 mths! hahaha.. serve me right~ lol... den headed home just on time for SI... and oooo rahimah and gayle was good!!

THUR was out with the frens day... nunu came over at 1 to use the lappy since her comp is down... den we left here at 5 to go to her place since she needed to take smth before taking a bus to town... walked ard before meeting jannah/jana*... went for dinner at Macs... and bumped into thebf.. after dinner went to watch the results of the dance thingy.. saw Raz dere... still the same.. lol.. with no where else to go, we decided to chill at mac'cafe.. den ken, dan and becca joined us.. its was a rather cool outing... after soo long not meeting ken and dan, it was nice.. and ken was nice enuf to show his concern.. hehe.. thks fren! =)

FRI was last min work day.. stayed home the whole day and finished up watever work dat needs to be submitted coz it was the last day of the e-learning week.. and i finally found some time to do up my 'myspace' acct.. i had it for quite some time but nvr bothered to actually do anithin to it all this while.. haha.. ok aniwae, the link is dere under "FARA"...

SAT was a totally awesome day!!! best day of the week i must say... thebf came over at 10am.. den my whole family together with thebf went to east coast... mum's bestie, Uncle Mark met us over dere.. first up was bowling.. and somehow my scores suck!! lowest ever in my life! haha... Uncle Mark was of coz the pro.. his scores are always at least above 100.. dad and thebf was not bad too.. and surprisingly, my lil bro's scores were soo much better than mine!! gosh! since when did he picked up bowling!?! haha.. embarrasing! after 3 games, we went for lunch..

den Uncle Mark had to leave coz he had smth to attend to.. dat left the rest of us for the next thing in the list.. it was cycling.. went to the same shop that I went last wk together with thebf with man and nat, the one where dere was free 1 hr for an hr.. cycling for 2 solid hours sure was great.. mum and dad went separately while me, thebf and my 2 sibs went together...

*the sibs and thebf.. (lil bro can't be seen thou..)

*the sibs and thebf.. (lil bro can't be seen again..)

*thebf..

*the lil bro..

*the lil bro & thebf...

and of coz, me and thebf...

after cycling, it was already ard 4 plus.... it was time to head home.. obviously, we all fell aslp in the car.. dat was how dead tired we all were.. lol.. once home, both me and thebf took a shower(at different times of coz!)... den we left at 6 plus for the 7 o'clock movies...

we were too lazy to go to town so we juz went for movies at causeway point.. we watched The Omen.. and i would just give it 2.5/5.. its soo damn predictable... =p... after movies, we all went home straight... thebf stayed over till 11 to watch the match, England VS Paraguay with me.. it sure was nice spending almost the whole day together with thebf and of coz, the family.. thks mum for asking thebf to join us.. love ya lots.. =)..

SUN was working day.. todae's work suck!! just simply sucky! arghh!

ok i have sch tmrw... sum dumb 'SMART' training.. and its freaking long for goodness sake! 8am to 8pm! wth! i wonder what they are goin to train us abt! so i'm off to bed! gd nite folks!

till den...
lots of love..

2006-06-08T10:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes the little things are those that makes a difference..

sometimes the little things are those that are sweet & romantic..

sometimes the little things are those that touched one's heart...

u tried..
u made an effort..
u touched my heart..

for that, i wanna thank you for loving me..

********************

thebf surprised me on tuesday..

i'm soo touched..

and the worst, he saw my whole reaction without me knowing!

damn! i'm embarrased..

but still, it was sweet..

u noe me so well..

baby, i love you..

2006-06-05T14:16:00.000+08:00

would u guyz my loyal blog readers plz make a decision for me over here???

1) to let my hair grow so tt at least when hari raya comes, its not so short and i won't look weird in my kebaya with this short hair..

OR

2) go trim one of these days coz now its a lil long readi and dat wld mean dat i would be keeping this hairstyle ??

i need an opinion plz coz i have been getting mixed opinions from ppl!!!

2006-06-05T12:05:00.000+08:00

So finally the holidays are here !!

after working so hard for the past few weeks, i guess i really need this.... i don even have time to blog lately! but thank god, its all over now!!

BUT, 3 weeks of term break might not be enough for me.... especially with the work load given to us in this 3 weeks.... i rather they just give us 2 weeks of holidays and scrap this stupid e-learning week for goodness sake! its so riduculous and in fact, there's more work to do during e-learning week rather than when we go to school! fcuk e-learning week!

oh wells.. i'm just gonna stay home for 2 solid days this week and finish up watever damn thing that i have to do for e-learning! as for the other assignments that are due when sch reopens, i will take my time and hopefully be done by that... haizzz.. sch holiday my foot!!

aniwae, everything's been fine for me.. let's start with school.. my results aren't that bad... i got 60% for the pathetic GEMS test that i hardly studied for.... and 77% for LSC... and 74% for OM.. as for ConB, i haven got back my results... wad do u expect from Rajan? haha..

and life for me ? hmmm..

let's just say its not at the very best stage just yet.. but its getting a lil' better.. the dark clouds are slowly moving away... but the storm has not exactly ended yet... its still quite hazy and the fogs are still blocking my view... damn! i just hope it ends soon.. (to those who get it, good... to those who don't, go figure..)

eversince last tues, i have been quite free coz almost all of the assingments were done and submitted... so after school on tues, met thebf at dover b4 goin to town.. had dinner then walked ard b4 siting by the esplanade...

on wed went out with the classmates after sch ended at 12 to town.. at first there were twelve of us but half way thru it became six coz the other half went to watch Da Vinci Code while timo left earlier.. so the rest of us, me, oli, hali, mark, dave2 and leonard, just hung out at Spinelli's before we all got bored.. haha.. walked ard at Heeren b4 Dave2 left to meet his gf... so we went to Paragon's Toy R Us... we sure had fun in there.. playing with the swords, the tiny playhouses, the skateboards, the life-size dolls and like loads more! and the part, Halimah got thrown inside the baby's cot! hahahaha.. and after all that kiddish fun, we decided to go check out the market place... and damn, they sure have nice tidbits dere!! yum!

den we suddenly felt like eating ya kun... so we walked all the way to Far East... and we bumped into Siti and the yr 3s dere.. siti joined us but the yr 3s went seperately.... chilled at far east till 10 plus before heading home.. it was a wonderful wednesday i must say.. after sch on thurs, went to town alone and did a lil shopping..wee~ and on fri, sch ended quite early coz ConB class was cancelled... so the whole class went to town again... we all slacked at Starbucks's..

after being at town for 4 days consecutively, i kinda got a lil sick of it.. so on sat, it was a nice change... went to East Coast with thebf, nat & man..we were cycling for 2 hrs before sitting ard at the waterbreaker.. enjoying the breeze, the music and the food until we saw 2 little cockroaches crawling ard!!! yucks !!!! with no where else to go since every inch of the beach was crowded with families and their tents, we decided to take the bus back to my place.. they were here till almost 11...

dad drove me to work on sun coz he wanted to go for a jog dere.. work was fine until i had to top up 5 bucks coz there was shortage.. damn! aniwae, thebf picked me up from work before meeting my family at Cineleisure for movies.. we watched X-Men 3 coz thte lil bro wanted too.. well, i was kinda reluctant at first coz i don like such movies but damn! it sure was nice.. i especially love the effects!! total coolness! after movies, went for dinner at Far East before sending thebf back home..

ok so out of 7 days, i was in town for 5 days last week.. after all dat, i'm goin to town again todae for a class dinner.. damn! why must Singapore be soo small?!?!

i'm off for my shower..
haha.. yes i know what u all are thinking..
i still smell nice ok.. hehe

ok till den..
lots of love..

2006-06-05T11:23:00.000+08:00

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku
Membayangkan Pahit Manis Berlalu
Entah Siapa Yang Tahu

Mungkin Nanti Kau Jua Merasakan
Berdepan Dengan Kata Menyesakkan
Takkan Tugumu Kebal
Tiada Pertimbangan

Keheningan Malam Membangunkan
Kepayahan Jiwa Meluahkan
Andai Kau Jujur Memahami
Tiadaku Menjauhi

Dan Kisahku Yang Masih Panjang
Menambahkan Berat Yang Memandang
Lantas Ku Pendam
Ku Putuskan Biarlah Rahsia

Semakin Aku Hidup Dalam Cinta
Tiada Kuasa Mampu Menghalangnya
Hentikan Kata Kata
Bertulangkan Dusta

Pernahkah Kau Bermimpi Seketika
Berada Di Tempatku

Biarlah Rahsia
- Siti Nurhaliza
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Right or Left ?

2006-05-22T20:57:00.000+08:00

hi all....

so i haven exactly been updating... been busy and all... so yeah... its almost the end of the sch term with this week being the 2nd last week of sch.. so yes, the CAs and all the projects are due soon...

ok so lemme see.. its been almost a week since i last updated.. and since den, everything's been fine and quite satisfactory.. i guess.... aniwae, the pic on the left is taken on one of those days wen my hair is styled perfectly...somehow it is.... hehe.. now, i'm using Gatsby instead of Loreal and it sure stays the way i style it thru out the day, which is va va voom... i likeee!

last Wed, we had the annual DMC thingy, CONNECT.... and it wasn't exactly perfect but it went 'smooth' despite all that problems.. the best part were ju the performances and the food.... the other parts were a lil ermm.. oh nvm... but the worst part was of coz the acting done by the freshies! damn! that was like seriously killing me softly... i bet i wasn't the only one feeling such... lol..

so Timo and Sandy was the emcee.... sandy was not bad i would say for a first time emcee.. timo was a lil too formal and strict.. ok but overall it was fine... and here are pics of me and Sandy taken during Connect...

and on Thurs, it was a normal and boring day at sch and aftr sch had sum interview thingy ram for this thing that i was nominated for by Rajan... its called the SMART team.... ok its not for smart people coz i'm seriously not.. hahaha.. went home with Sandy after dat and we saw a pasar malam at Clementi on the way home so yes, we were kinda hungry so we squeezed our way thru out of the freaking packed MRT...

bought Ramly burger and yummy waffle hotdog and yes, Sweetalk too.. sat around chilling and eating till ard almost 8 before heading home... it our first time hanging out together even though we are quite close in sch and it was cool coz if not for Mel and Shahidah, i might not have even been close to Sandy.. lol...

had ConB CA early on Fri the morning at 8.30 and i was 5 mins late for 2 main reasons... 1) there was some stupid MRT technical fault(it must happen wen i'm late for a damn test) and 2) Rajan had to put it at bloody MLT1 which is like soo freaking far away and me and Lydia was having prob finding the stupid place..

and wen we started doing the test, it wasn't exactlly fantastic either.. first, my mind was blank for a while aftr all that running to rush to the place and plus the air-con wasn't on so i was perspiring like mad.. damn! aftr dat had LSC lect.... and the rest was just wonderful but i shan't elaborate... hahaha.. and it was thanks to Oli, Leo and D2 for influencing me into it.. lol..

Sat morning had LSC CA... it was definitely so much more manageable than ConB... aftr dat, met the family at Harbour Front bustop den headed to Sentosa... mum's company had this family day thingy at Tanjong Beach... it was erm sad to say but rather boring coz we came a lil too late and most of the fun was gone...

after abt an hr dere we got too bored so we went to check out Sentosa'a attractions instead... dad wanted to go to 4D magix badly so he went with shamin and faiez... me and mum weren't that keen so we ended up just walking ard waiting for them to finish it.. den next stop was the luge.. i pass on that coz i can always do it next time.. they had lots of fun esp mum who at first was sooo reluctant.. lol..

*us with our ever crazy dad..

* we were all laughing my ass off wen dad did dis....
for more pics, click here..
http://smartidiot88.multiply.com/photos/album/76

after Sentosa, went to sent bro for religious class and den went to Sheng Siong supermarket with the family, the aunt and grandma too.. bought their Tiramisu Cheesecake.. not bad considering its from there... well, i just discovered it like after all this while.. hahaha.. den, dad sent me over to meet B.... was kinda lazy to go to town so we all just slacked around at CCK... man and nat were with us too.. chill at the playground and both me and nat were having a 'good' time on the see-saw and the swing.. den things got a lil sour but good thing towards the end, it went back to normal... den we went to Lot 1 for supper before heading home ard 11....

den sun was just me goin to work... and i got a view praises.... wee~! soo happy.. haa..
ok my eyes are heavy.. i shall finish up my strawberry yoghurt drink first...
i need to go get my beauty sleep now.. good nite my love..

so tilll den..
lots of love...

2006-05-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

The most beautiful view is the one I share with you...

On a high note todae, i'm glad that mum has officially given me her Burberry jacket that i have been borrowing eversince school reopen.. hehehe.. thks mum! love u lots!! and plus, i just got to know that my Guess? bag that i have been carrying for almost a year already cost 200 plus and nt 100 plus... all along i tot it was 100 plus onli.. hmmm.. ok den i should learn how to treasure and look after it.. and oh ya, i'm still in love with that Guess? handbag i saw that day!! damn!!

On a low note, this cramps have been killing me!! totally sucks.. and plus, i super tired now but i still can't sleep coz i have not done my DMA script yet for the on-TV presentation tmrw! haizz.... i've been slp'g late every nite and not getting enough rest... it has somehow affected my mood a lil these days but good thing, there's Olivia and Clarise as my "partner in crime" in sch.. hehehe.. you know i know.. *winks

ok enuff about "notes".... during MMR lect just now, we just happened to be discussing about
this BGR stuffs and why guys like to carry their gf's handbag! i totally hate the sight of that.. not only is it ugly, i just don understand why they must do so??

seriously i don like it and thus i don ask my bf to carry my bag for me unless its a unisex kinda bag like backpacks/slingbags but NOT HANDBAGS for goodness sake!! its just soooo wrong!! c'mon lah gerls.. if you are too lazy to carry ur own damn bags, den don bring a bag in the first place!!! and guyz, please, your role is as a bf and not a bag carrier! oh wells, tt's none of my business actually but i juz needed to let it out.... hahaha...

ok i better start on my script for DMA and den off to bed...
so till den.. don miss me ya..

lots of love..

2006-05-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day
to all wonderful mums out dere....
and most especially to My mum,
The Best Mum In The Whole Wide World...
My One In a Million..

Went to work todae... and for once, instead of getting comments, i got a "very good" from Vincent.... hehe... tt's a good sign.. aniwae, after work, went to Zara at Liat Towers... yesterday went to the outlet at Marina Square but the black shirt i'm looking for was gone!! but luckily i found it todae!! and there was 3 more left!! phew! damn lucky! i spend 60 bucks on it and now, no more shopping for me! i've been buying a lil too many stuffs already in dis mth alone.. yet, i want more!!! haha....

den dad picked me up frm the taxi stand and we headed to Paragon with the whole family.. mum wanted to buy for grandma a nice handbag.. and as she was looking, i saw this particularly nice Guess? handbag... ahhhhhh... i soo want it.. but nah... i shall not waste my mum's money animore.. so i shall 4get about it... hmmm..

so rite aftrr dat, we went to Marina Square's Secret Recipe Restaurant for dinner.. the food dere not soo nice but the cakes damn!!! yuumylicious!! like totally!! we had Oreo Cheesecake and chocolate banana... ooooooOooO.... i wan another piece please.. B, we shall go dere one dere just for the cakes k... *winks

walked around for a lil and dad decided to get for mum a new hp as a mother's day gift... super cool.. its the latest one and it hasn't even been officially launched yet..

den we headed over to granny's hse to present her the bag... hand ard dere for a while till ard almost 11 before heading home... once home, me and my 2 sibs surprised mum with our gifts.. she told us how she had already lost hope that we didn't had smth for her so she was soo shocked and happy at the same time wen we came into her room with the surprise.... hehe.. tt was good.. aniwae, here are our 3 cards..

the lowest one being my bro's, followed by my sis's and finally mine, right at the top... i did a video using Window's movie maker for mum and it actually brought her to tears.. awww.... i was soo hapi tt it had successfully achieved the intended effect... hehe.. and below is my sista's gift.. well, the idea was mine but she did the drawing and the painting herself.. not bad i would say only that its relatively a lil out of proportion.. hehe.. aniwae, 2 thumbs out for ur sis! nice one!

glad that our whole plan for mother's day went fine..
now, i'm soo tired already.. so off to get my beauty sleep..

till den..
lots of love..

2006-05-12T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hola.

so its a public holiday today.. and yes i was working.. quite a lot of SP peeps came todae... hmm... no idea why.. Juan Hui, Alvin, Xiao Lin and lots more.. i was 20 mins late thanks to the stupid MRT delay...

aniwae, met B after sch ydae and we went to watch Poseidon at Lido.. B wanted to watch it sooo much but it turned out to be not bad at all.. well, smtt like Titanic and all dat.. and as expected, the ending is so predictable and cliche... but dat's Hollywood style.. so i shall juz accept it..

i've come to realised that ever since i am in the media industry as in learning more abt media and stuffs, i've begin to notice every single detail about the media and thus being able to appreciate them animore but instead anaylse it and comment on how good or bad smth is... things like how a movie was done, in terms of the shots, the camera skills, the editing.... things like advertisements.. things like newspaper articles and blah blah blah..

i wonder if that's a good thing or not... was speaking to Faye ydae and i told her this, "maybe its not good to be too knowledgeable about too many things in life coz then, we can't appreciate it animore... " but the thing is, if we are not knowledgeable, we mite lose out in life coz others around us with more knowledge and skills always win the race.. as the saying goes, "knowledge is power..."

oh wells.. enuff said.. its sat tmrw! finally a day for me and my mind to take a break... and of coz, i would be goin to Zara to get my that black shirt that i've been wanting! hopefully, its still available!! *cross fingers... and hmmm.. talking bout shopping, i've been doin quite a lot actually.. haha.. but it juz doesn't seems to be enuff.. and mum just got me BLUSH lingerie... damn nice!! thks mum~! :-)

and for the other shopping maniac out there, pls take note of this,
THE GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS COMING!!
STARTING SOMEWHERE IN MID MAY!!
so go on and start saving!!

ok till den...
lots of love...

2006-05-08T00:49:00.000+08:00

hey all.. man its been real long! like real long.. the past week has been crazy for me... reali hectic and not to mention tiring! but life's been good.. well at least for now.... next week will be either same if not worst..

its already week 4 of sch! can u imagine that? how time flies.. week 5 is already when most of my tests are.. and week 7 is when most of the projects are due..

hmmm... sch is ok except for the long hours and the stupid breaks... and how i dread goin to OM lectures.. its soo bloody freaking boring... its soo technical and almost like common sense kinda thing...

but i'm in love with LSC.. just fyi, its Legal Systems and Contracts.. its smth to do with law... its soo cool and interesting.. and Ms Phyllis's lessons are enjoyable.. well, at least she tries to make us laugh... the only thing is that her voice is a lil too loud during lectures.... but maybe tt's a good thing coz it seems a lil hard for me to fall aslp! hahaha..

rajan is just simply the best! muffins for us! yum! its just no wonder why we all love him. ok maybe just the DMC'02s.. but we love him aniwaes.. CONB is erm ok... not too bad.. FW sux! like totally! arghhh.... ok enuff abt sch.. let's recap abt my this very hectic week..

sat & sun (29 -30 apr)
left for KL at around 4 on sat... reached dere ard 8.... on the way dere in the car, managed to snap some wonderful pics of the sunset.. but i shall juz post 1 only..

woke up quite early on sun and we went for breakfast at the hotel's restaurant.. then met up with the uncles and aunts... spend the whole day doin shopping... left at 9 for singapore... but on the way, one of my uncles suggested we go to this famous place for satay... and its not just ordinary satay, they have rabbit and deer satay toO!!

we had to wait soo damn bloody long for the satays coz the place was like soooo packed! even when we reached at 12!!! if u're wondering whether i tried the rabbit satay, the ans is NO! its toooo cute for me to eat it! no way! haha.. but i tried the deer satay... its not tt bad.. but a lil hard... in fact harder than beef.. soo we finally make a move home and we reached home at 4.30am!!

mon (1st may)
its May day!
so ya i was working since its a public holiday and the pay is slighly higher than normal.... after work, went to meet the family at Wisma.. sis wanted to buy a sch bag soo badly like for 2 weeks already or so.. finally she got a Ripcurl one.. thks to me, the wonderful sister that chose for her.. hahaha.. then went to taka for dinner before goin to get bro's PSP... he's like soo addicted to it now... and he wouldn't even let me touch it! damn! i want one too dad!!!

tues(2nd may)
sch ended at 6 den went to meet nunu.. its been quite long so i it was nice to chill out at Mac's and exchanged soo many stories and happenings.... den she came over to borrow some dvds since her comp crashed and she didn't noe wad else to do at home.. haha.. poor thing.. she left at 10... and finally i got to rest!!! the day somehow seemed soo long!

wed(3rd may)
after sch wen to meet farhan.... had lunch... and it was his treat! haha... coz he made me go thru all the trouble! den he sent me over to B's hse.... i hang ard dere till ard 7 plus before we left for dinner with his parents... well it was something like a birthday dinner treat... we went to Swensen's.. and as usual i had my black pepper pasta... yum yum... it was already almost 10 wen we were done... den B's parents sent me back home...

and oh ya btw, B now has 4 kittens over at his place!!! super cute!!!! and they all have blue eyes! but i'm too scared tooo carry them! i donno why... but they are seriously totally adorable and playful..

thurs(4th may)
ok firstly i must say that todae is probably one of those "suay" days.... ok so here goes...

1) when i woke up, my eyes were swollen and soo i had to sit down in front of the mirror with an ice cube to reduce the swell... damn! i don even noe why... ( this was one of the reasons tt made me late for class)
2) when i was applying my liquid eyeliner, it wen into my eyes and soo my whole eyes was like black! arghh!! what a thing to happen when u are late!!
3) i remember putting my ez-link card into my jeans pocket but when i wanted to board, i realised it was not in my pocket!! so i bought a damn standard ticket..
4) i called my maid to check if it was in my room, but it wasn't!!! so i have officially lost my ez-link card which has concession that i just purchased in it..
to be continued..

after the movie treat for Spec Dip at The Arts House, we went for dinner at Marina Square.... left ard 10 plus and decided to share a cab with Tim and Sharon... and guess wad.. now the "suay" story continues..

5) we waited for a damn cab for like 45 mins coz no cab wanted to pick us up!!! they all wanted to change shift!! so we called the hotline and i still cannot believe this happen... after waiting soo long to get thru the operator, we finally got thru but no cab was available!!! arghh!! so we decided to take the MRT!
6) it already 11.15 wen we reached City Hall MRT and the train was reaching in another 1 min.. we all ran but the stupid mrt door closed right in front of our face!! argghh!!

ok tt was the end of the "suay" day and i got home at 12.15... super tired!!!

fri (5th may)
went to sch and was a lil late for ConB lect thks to the rain.. sch went like normal.. aftr sch wen over to the granny's place for ngaji.. and atok said my ngaji skills now sux and not very good like last time animore coz i haven been attending a lot.. hahaha.. oh wells..

sat(6th may)
went to work todae... and todae was extra crowded coz of the Nokia Brazil soccer thingy.. and hmm... quite a few cute guyz and hunks came todae.. hahaha.. i oso bumped into a few people that i know and also some unknown people to me but they noe me.. lol~....

after work, chill ard at the beach with B, jep and his gf aka Rosy.. it was nice dere.. the sea breeze and under the stars plus the jazzy music.. it was just lovely.. left ard 9 plus and headed home... i was already too tired to hang out animore.... den finally got home at ard 11...

sun(7th may)
work again todae! and i was 2 hours late! haha... horrible! after work, went for movies with the family... mission impossible 3! i wld give it 3.5 out of 5... went to watch it at The Cathay... den we went for dinner before heading home....

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ok i'm getting a lil lazy to type animore.. so here are juz random pics....

and presenting the hottest hunk a magazine can ever feature,
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awwww.... he's soooo hot !!

ok till den..
lots of love...

2006-04-29T02:05:00.000+08:00

hey...

guess wad ?? i was sleeping and mummy woke me up saying dat we are going to KL! lol... its soo freaking last min! aniwae, yeah i'm still going... was supposed to be working tmrw but i got Symaren to cover for me... wee~! at least i get to go KL... if nt, i wld die of boredom! i mean i wld be all alone.. B is nt in town... and my family is not in town too... but gd thing, i'm goin! hahaha....

we're leaving later arond 3... and we'll back tmrw nite.. well, the rest of my relatives might be back on mon but we can't coz i have to work on mon!!

watched RUN LOLA RUN just now... well, i had to actually.. it is one of the assignments for my Specialist Diploma.. but damn! it sure is good! soo much better den Citizen Kane! hahaha...

ok i need to go bath and get readi... before dat, here are some of the tag replies..

nude: i think i saw your boy at woodlands mrt station. hehe. btw, may i know whats e cutt off point of your course? :)
*`fara: hey! reali? btw, the cut off point for my course is 12..

farahnadya:hi fara. long time nv see you in sch. padahal skola tak besar sgt. (: take care ey ?
*`fara: hie dere! yeah long time no see! cya ard...

HEY: i saw u over at PS today with ur fam!!
*`fara:hie! do i noe u aniwae?

pok: link me aite.... thx.
*`fara: ok can.. but wad's the link?

biskoot<33;>
*`fara:hey!~ u did?? why nvr cum say hi? haha.. i don't tink i was angry lar.. maybe just tired..
aniwae, wad's ur blog add now huh?

ok tt's all folks..
till den..
lots of love..

2006-04-29T01:55:00.000+08:00

Hey all...
yes it's thebf's bdae todae...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

the image above is the card cover that i designed for him which was done rather last min.. aniwaes, had a splendid time with B just now and not to mention that i was in a rather crazy/irritating mood but at the same time in the lovey-dovey mood...lol... we were supposed to celebrate on Saturday which is the day itself but since he won't be in town, we had to celebrate just now....

after sch, met B at City Hall ard 6 plus... well, actually i had planned to bring him to Sentosa for a "romantic getaway" but the weather was not exactly right so yeah had to change plans.... so we went to Suntec first for dinner.... then walk ard a lil b4 heading to Millenia Walk... B dragged me to this figurine shop dere..... but trust me, i was rather amazed and surprisingly interested! hahaha... its soooo COOL !!! every single detail is take note of and it looks soo damn freaking realistic! damn!

after dat, we went to Marina Square... went to LJS coz i wanted the Hershey's Sundae Pie... and btw, i saw Hyrul's bro dere...ok dat was a lil redundant....dots... den walk ard and B was swit enuff to follow me ard window shopping even though he was tired.. hehe... went into ZARA and guess wad ??? i saw the black shirt tt i have been wanting eversince the last time i went with nunu! damn! i'm soooo getting it wen i get my pay this cuming 5th may! hahahaha..... i can't wait!

and we went into Ripcurl! and shucks! they have like new and pretty nice caps and post-boy caps.... damn! why did i have to see it now tt i already bought my Mambo cap.. oh wells.... a cap is still a cap i suppose... walk ard a lil more until one by one of the shops started closing.. den we made our way to Esplanade just to chill ard.. Friday night at Esplanade is cool! at least, there aren't much people around like on Saturday nights..

we were juz sitting ard and den it was time for my birthday surprise plan for B... so asked B to go get me a drink coz i pretended that i was thirsty.... and wen he came back, i had a small heart-shaped cake in my hand and singing the bdae song for him.. awww... he was caught surprised and in a shock! like reali.. he loved it soo much dat he kept kissing me while being in his arms! hehehe...

*`the cake, sweet ain't it ?
ps: its a lil smashed on the right side coz i had to hide it in my bag!
lol...

so after eating the cake, we sat a lil while more till ard 11 plus before making a move home.. on the way, the clock striked 12!!! so i gave B a kiss and presented him his present!! and again he was shocked and surprised!!! awww..... love to see B happy like dat! hahaha... and i'm glad myself that my whole plan to surprise him had actually worked!!! weee~!

*`the present, a Quiksilver shirt and the card i made at the very last min... and check out the wrapping paper.. its almost the same print as the shirt.. cool rite?

ok so finally after all the surprises, the excitement and the 'love is in the air' kinda thing, i reached home ard 12.40...

ok i need my beauty sleep now.. its been a long day...

and btw, i have a feeling that OM is gonna suck a lot!

damn!

the day has been great...

i love u baby...

and i hope what i did was good enuff for you..

happy birthday!

ok till den..
lots of love..

2006-04-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Consumer Behaviour tutorials todae was absolutely cool!
our assignments was to eat yummy apple struddels from Continental!
and the class tt was supposedly 2 hours long was like only half and hour long!
coolness ?

yep... totally!
but Organisational Management lect was horrible!
it soo bore me to death!

and GEMS suck to the core!
well, the title - ' Is Seeing Believing? ' sounds appealing and at least, "interesting"..
but guess wad? it turns out to be all about OPTOMETRY!
damn! its sooo factual and scientific!
the onli good thing?
i'm together with Olivia and Faye..
lol..

i'm off to JB tmrw with mum and dad... ook that was random... aniwae, 1 week of sch is already over! how fast?? and oh ya, with Republic Poly now in Woodlands, the MRT station is now like always flooded with RP students.. and i do feel weird sumtimes coz i'll be like walking against the flow.. these students are walking away from the station but i'm walking towards the station... so ya.. lame shit....

ok my eyes are heavy..
i'm off to wonderland..
tata..
till den..
lots of love..

2006-04-21T01:07:00.000+08:00

To all those dumb people at frenster,
pls take note,

the white top in my pics
is NOT a
'lingerie'
or
'night gown'
or
w-a-t-e-v-e-r
u all think it is....

it is a white lace spaghetti top for goodness sake...
LOL!!!